Creative Writing

  EVERYBODY THINKS THAT GIVING CRITICISM TO A PERSON IS SUPPOSED TO BUILD THEM UP OR MAKE THEM BETTER BUT THAT'S NOT WHAT IT DOES IT MAKES YOU FEEL LIKE YOU'RE NOT GOOD ENOUGH CUZ YOU'RE BEING PICKED APART AND BEING ANALYSED LIKE A MECHANICAL OBJECT GETS PULLED APART AND THERE'S ALL THESE PROBLEMS UNDERNEATH IT THAT NEED TO BE SORTED OUT BUT THAT'S NOT HOW PEOPLE WORK. IT TAKES A LOT FOR A PERSON TO FEEL LIKE THEY DON'T MATTER CUZ THERE'S OTHER PEOPLE OUT THERE WHO ARE SO FERFECT THAT THEY MIGHT NOT HAVE THAT MANY FLAWS SO WHEN IT COMES TO YOU YOU'RE COMPARED TO THEM AND GIVEN CRITICISM BASED ON HOW YOU LOOK OR WHAT YOUR SKIN LOOKS LIKE BUT YOU SHOULDN'T LET IT GET TO YOU AND EAT YOU UP ON THE INSIDE. YOU NEED TO MASTER THE ART OF THE POKER FACE SO NO ONE CAN SEE YOUR LIP QUIVERING OR THOSE TRAITOROUS TEARS ESCAPE FROM YOUR EYELASHES CUZ YOU'RE SO OVERWHELMED OR OVERSENSITIVE. OK I'VE BEEN RAMBLING ON FOR AGES SO I'M GONNA GIVE Y'ALL ...

  IT'S A HORRIBLE FEELING THAT EATS YOU UP ON THE INSIDE WHEN YOUR RIDE OR DIE TELLS YOU SOMEONE CHATTED ABOUT YOU WHEN YOU'RE IN ANOTHER ROOM OF THE HOUSE ESPECIALLY WHEN YOUR BUSINESS GETS AIRED ON VIDEO CALL AND BOUNCES AROUND FROM ONE CITY TO THE OTHER THEN YOU'RE FIGURING OUT THAT THE CLAWS ARE OUT AND YOU'RE NOT IN A SAFE ZONE ANYMORE YOU'RE IN ENEMY TERRITORY SO YOU GOTTA BE SNEAKY AND FIND OUT ALL OF THE FACTS BEFORE ONE OF THE MEMBERS OF YOUR FAMIGLIA-FAMILY TURNS ON YOU LIKE A FLASH IF THEY THINK YOU'VE RUINED THEIR TIME ON YOUR HOME TURF SO THEY TELL THEIR SON TO TELL THEIR DAUGHTER HOW YOU FUCKED UP WHEN IT'S NONE OF THEIR BUSINESS AND IT NEEDS TO STAY IN THE FOUR WALLS OF A HOUSE THAT'S IN YOUR HOME TURF CUZ IT'S DOWNRIGHT HUMILIATING IF YOU FIND OUT THE FACTS THAT SOMEONE HAS TARNISHED YOUR WHOLE CHARACTER BEHIND YOUR BACK WHEN YOU'VE NOT EVEN CAUSED THAT MUCH DRAMA JUST CUZ YOU'VE TAKEN MATTERS INTO YOUR OWN HANDS AND TRY TO DE...

  I'VE BEEN THROUGH A HELL AND BACK SITUATION FACING THESE BOMBS FROM A PERSON WHO THOUGHT THAT THEY COULD TRUST ME COMPLETELY BUT I FUCKED UP THERE SO ALL OF LAST MONTH I HAD MY CHARACTER JUDGED AND THAT SUCKS SO EVEN AFTER GIVING THEM A THOUSAND APOLOGIES THEY NEVER LISTENED AND PUT THEIR WALLS UP IN FRONT OF ME UNTIL I'M DROWNING IN PRE-TEEN ATTITUDE, SASS AND THESE TRUTH BOMBS EXPLODING IN MY FACE AND SHIT HIT THE FAN PRETTY FAST BUT ENOUGH OF MY PERSONAL ISSUES ON THIS SUBJECT SO NOW IT NEEDS TO GO BACK TO THE GENERALISATION OF THE TOPIC AT HAND SO PEOPLE WILL THROW THESE TRUTH BOMBS AT YOU THEY BRING UP YOUR UGLIST CHARACTERISTICS AND IT'S LIKE SOMEONE IS THROWING A STONE COLD BUCKET OF WATER OVER YOUR HEAD UNTIL YOU'RE DROWNING IN DARKENED THOUGHT JUST BECAUSE YOU'VE PISSED A PERSON OFF BY LETTING SENSITIVE INFO BACK TO THEIR PARENTAL IN THE AFTERMATH OF DRAMA THAT YOU'VE CREATED SO THE MOODY PRE-TEEN GETS ON YOUR CASE AND STARTS FORGETTING YOU'RE OLD...

  YOU DON'T MEAN FOR IT TO HAPPEN BUT WHEN IT DOES THERE'S NO ESCAPING IT EVEN IF YOU DIDN'T START IT IN THE FIRST PLACE. IT CAN GET UGLY AND A PERSON CAN TELL YOU THAT YOU'VE CAUSED AN UNNECESSARY BIT OF DRAMA THAT WASN'T EVEN YOUR FAULT IN THE FIRST INSTANCE. THEN THE PERSON WHO THINKS YOU'VE CAUSED SOME KIND OF DRAMA WILL TELL OTHER PEOPLE ABOUT IT WHEN YOU'RE NOT IN THE SAME SPACE AS THEM SO BE CAREFUL WHEN SOMEONE ELSE FILLS YOU IN ABOUT OTHER PEOPLE WHO'RE TALKING BEHIND YOUR BACK AND NEVER TELL ANYONE WHO'S RELATED TO THE PERSON WHO HAS SPREAD SOME LIES ABOUT YOU CAUSING DRAMA EVEN IF YOUR PARENTALS HAVE STUCK UP FOR YOU AND HELPED YOU IN A SITUATION IF PEOPLE HAVE NOT ASKED YOU IF YOU WANTED TO GO SOMEWHERE WITH THEM. OKAY I'M GONNA STOP RAMBLING AND GIVE YOU GUYS SOME AWESOME ADVICE SO GRAB YOUR FAVOURITE PAIR OF JOGGERS AND WHICHEVER T-SHIRT YOU ENJOY WEARING AND GRAB SOME BLANKETS AND PILLOWS AND SIT BACK AND RELAX AND GRAB SOME ICED C...

  HEARTS BREAK AND DUST GETS IN YOUR EYES TO DISGUISE THE TEARS THAT YOU WANNA SHED  CUZ YOU'RE FEELING LIKE YOU'RE A THIRD OR FOURTH WHEEL. DON'T BE SHY ABOUT HOW YOU'RE FEELING CUZ IT COULD GET REAL AWKWARD QUITE FAST AND YOU DON'T WANNA GET STUCK BETWEEN A ROCK AND A HARD PLACE. IF YOU'RE A CERTAIN AGE AND YOUR FAMIGLIA-FAMILY THINK  YOU'RE TOO IMMATURE TO KNOW ABOUT DRAMA IN THE FAM CUZ THEY'VE GOT TRUST ISSUES AND THEY LEAVE YOU OUT WHEN IT COMES TO NEW INFO  IT MAKES YOU FEEL LIKE YOU'RE A MISFIT AND YOU'RE NOT IN THE SAME LEAGUE AS THEM WHICH IS DOWNRIGHT RUDE AND DISCRIMINATING BUT DON'T GIVE INTO OTHER PEOPLE'S STEREOTYPES OF YOU CUZ YOU'RE BETTER THAN THEM AND YOU NEED TO BE THE BIGGER PERSON AND TELL THEM STRAIGHT UP ABOUT HOW YOU'RE AFFECTED BY ALL THE BS SURROUNDING YOU. I'M GONNA STOP RAMBLING AND GIVE Y'ALL SOME AWESOME ADVICE SO GRAB SOME PILLOWS AND BLANKETS AND SIT BACK AND RELAX AND GRAB SOME MINI ROLLS ...

  PRIVACY IS A NEED IN A YOUNG WOMAN/MAN'S LIFE BUT SOMETIMES IT'S NOT TAKEN INTO CONSIDERATION CUZ SOMEONE MIGHT HAVE MORE CONTROL WHEN IT COMES TO MAKING THE BIG DECISIONS IN THE ROOM. SOMETIMES YOUR CONTRIBUTIONS ARE PUT TOWARDS THE SMALLER THINGS WHEN IT COMES TO HAVING CREATIVE GENIUS CONTROL WHEN YOU REALLY WANT TO BE PART OF MAKING THE ROOM TO FIT YOUR STYLE. SOMETIMES YOU'LL REARRANGE A CERTAIN THING TO MAKE SPACE FOR YOURSELF SO IT MAKES YOU FEEL COMFORTABLE IN THE ROOM AND WHEN YOUR SIBLING COMES BACK FROM GOING SOMEWHERE AND TELLS YOU THAT YOU'VE MESSED UP THE VIBE OF THE ROOM IT WILL MAKE YOU FEEL LIKE YOU'VE HIT ROCK-BOTTOM WHEN THEY MAKE EXCUSES ABOUT ANXIETY EVEN THOUGH YOU'VE TRIED TO INCLUDE YOUR IDEAS INTO THE ROOM/AREA. I'VE RAMBLED ON FOR AGES BUT I'LL BE GIVING Y'ALL SOME AWE-INSPIRING ADVICE SO GRAB YOUR FAVOURITE PJS AND SIT BACK AND RELAX AGAINST ALL THE BLANKETS AND PILLOWS IN YOUR ROOM AND GRAB SOME MUFFINS AND LISTEN LOUD A...

  THIS IS THE MOST DIFFICULT THING TO DO WHEN SOMEONE TELLS YOU HOW UGLY YOUR SKINS LOOKS AND THE TURMOIL OF INSECURITY THAT EATS YOU UP ON THE INSIDE BUT EVERYONE'S BEAUTIFUL ON THE INSIDE AND THE OUTSIDE IN THEIR OWN WAYS SO WHY DO THEY HAVE TO MAKE DIGS AT YOU ABOUT YOUR SKIN? THE ANSWER IS CUZ THEY'RE GETTING OLD AND WRINKLY AND THEY'RE JEALOUS OF YOUR YOUNG FLAWLESS SKIN BUT DON'T TELL ANYONE THAT THEY'LL GO BERSERK. DON'T LET THE STATUS QUO TELL YOU HOW TO FIGURE OUT WHAT TO DO WITH YOUR SKIN JUST BE CONFIDENT EVEN IF THESE PEOPLE WHO CLAIM TO CARE ABOUT YOU THINK THAT YOU CAN'T HAVE CLEAR BEAUTIFUL SKIN AND GIVE YOU A WALLOPING ABOUT IT AND MAKE ALL YOUR CONFIDENCE VANISH INTO THIN AIR AND THEN CHUCK IT OUT THE WINDOW. WHO CARES IF YOU'RE SKIN IS SPOTTY FOR A BIT? THAT IS SHOWING A SIGN THAT YOU'RE ENTERING THE REALM OF TEENAGE-HOOD. IT DOESN'T MATTER TO THEM UNLESS YOU FIT IN WITH THE FAMILY INSTEAD OF DOING YOU AND NOT BLENDING IN WITH T...

  SOMETIMES IT OFFENDS PEOPLE WHEN YOU'RE HAPPY THAT THEY'RE GOING SOMEPLACE LIKE THE SHOPS AND YOU START DANCING IN CELEBRATION BUT THEY DON'T UNDERSTAND SOMETIMES YOU LIKE YOUR TIME TO JUST DESTRESS BY YOURSELF WITH NO ONE ELSE IN THE ROOM.  IT'S NOT YOUR FAULT IF YOU WANNA HAVE A BREAK FROM THE INSTRUCTIONS BEING FIRED AT YOU LIKE A MACHINE GUN AND IT'S NOT YOUR FAULT IF YOU'VE GOT A DARK SENSE OF HUMOUR AND YOU'RE JUST JOKING. HAVING ONE ON ONE TIME WITH YOURSELF ALLOWS YOU TO JUST HAVE A GOOD TIME WITHOUT WORRYING ABOUT WHAT OTHER PEOPLE ARE GONNA SAY TO YOU. ANYWAY I'VE RAMBLED ENOUGH SO I'M GONNA GIVE Y'ALL SOME WORDS OF INSPIRATION SO GRAB THOSE PILLOWS AND BLANKETS AND SIT BACK AND RELAX, GRAB SOME CHEESESTRING AND LISTEN LOUD AND CRYSTAL CLEAR 'DON'T EVER CHEER OR GET HAPPY WHEN THE PARENTALS ARE GOING SOMEWHERE CUZ THEN YOU'LL BE STUCK IN A LITTLE BIT OF TROUBLE SO YOU SHOULD JUST SAY OKAY AND PARTAY WHEN THEY'RE GONE...

  THEY'RE EXPLOSIVE AND THEY CAN UPSET A PERSON WHO REALLY CARES ABOUT YOU. THEY UNLEASH A WAVE OF UNNATURAL RAGE THAT CAN'T BE TAMED ONCE IT COMES OUT AND SETS EVERYTHING THE PERSON TOUCHES ON FIRE. I'VE ENCOUNTERED THEM FIRST HAND AND THE FIRST THING THAT TRIGGERS IT IS STRESS.  WHY CAN'T SOMEONE TAKE A DEEP BREATH AND KEEP THE POWER OF ANGER UNDER CONTROL? ONCE A PERSON IS CHEESED OFF THERE'S NO STOPPING THEM CUZ THEY SNAP LIKE AN ELASTIC BAND UNTIL THEY CAN'T BE A PATIENT PERSON ANYMORE. SOMETIMES A PERSON HASN'T EVEN DONE ANYTHING TO ANOTHER PERSON AND THEN THIS THUNDERCLAP OF ANGER GOES OFF IN THE OTHER PERSON'S SYSTEM AND THEY JUST EXPLODE LIKE A GRENADE WHEN THEY GET ASKED A SIMPLE QUESTION THEY CAN'T ANSWER. OKAY I'VE RAMBLED FOR A LITTLE WHILE SO I'M GONNA GIVE Y'ALL SOME MIND-BLOWING ADVICE SO GRAB SOME BLANKETS AND PILLOWS AND SIT BACK AND RELAX AND GRAB SOME CHOCOLATE FINGERS AND LISTEN LOUD AND CRYSTAL CLEAR 'IF SOMEONE ...

  PEOPLE THAT YOU TRUST AND CARE ABOUT THINK IT'S DISRESPECTFUL BUT IT'S NOT WHEN TWO PEOPLE ARE FIRING A WHOLE LOAD OF INSTRUCTIONS AT YOU AND THEN YOU FEEL LIKE YOU'RE DROWNING IN ORDERS AND DEMANDS AND THAT ONE SIGH OF RELIEVING ALL THE TENSION THAT'S WEIGHING YOU DOWN SO YOU CAN JUST LET LOOSE AND TAKE IT EASY AND SOME PEOPLE WON'T UNDERSTAND THAT. ANYWAY I'M GONNA STOP RAMBLING AND GIVE Y'ALL SOME MIND-BLOWING ADVICE SO GRAB SOME BLANKETS AND PILLOWS AND GRAB SOME MINI BURGERS AND SIT BACK, RELAX AND LISTEN LOUD AND CRYSTAL CLEAR 'WHEN YOU LET OUT THAT BREATH YOU'RE HOLDING IN CUZ SOMEONE'S GIVING YOU A HARD TIME ABOUT SOMETHING THAT'S QUITE STUPID DUMB AND CRAZY AND YOU SIGH IT'LL ALLOW YOU TO RELEASE ALL THOSE FEELINGS OF ANXIETY AND PENT UP ANGST THAT YOU CAN'T ALWAYS PUT INTO WORDS SINCE PEOPLE MIGHT NOT GIVE YOU THE TIME OF DAY TO LEND YOU A LISTENING EAR SO DON'T GET TOO WOUND UP IF YOU WALK THROUGH A FLAME OF TROUBLE A...

  IT'S MORTIFYING WHEN YOU FIND OUT SOMEONE'S READ YOUR PRIVATE THOUGHTS ABOUT THEM THAT YOU'RE KEEPING IN YOUR HEAD SO THAT YOU CAN WRITE IT DOWN LATER WHEN NOBODY'S THERE. WHEN SOMEONE CLOSE TO YOU READS YOUR MOST PRIVATE THOUGHTS THAT YOU'VE WRITTEN ON THE PAGE THAT YOU THOUGHT THAT WOULD NEVER BE OPENED AND READ JUST CUZ THEY WERE LOOKING FOR PAPER AND THEN THEY COME AND GIVE YOU A SHITTY MEANINGLESS APOLOGY JUST CUZ THEY'VE READ THE TRUTH AND THEN THEY TELL YOU THAT THEY'RE FEELING BAD ABOUT WHAT YOU'VE WROTE ABOUT THEM YOU SHOULDN'T BE FEELING ASHAMED BECAUSE THAT WAS YOUR SPACE WHERE YOU WROTE ABOUT THE THINGS THAT BOTHER YOU ON A DAILY BASIS. ANYWAY I'VE BEEN RAMBLING FOR AGES SINCE IT REALLY PISSES ME OFF THAT SOMEONE HAS NO BOUNDARIES WHEN IT COMES TO NOSINESS BUT I'M GONNA LAY DOWN SOME AWESOME WORDS OF MIND-BLOWING ADVICE SO GRAB THOSE PILLOWS AND BLANKETS AND SIT BACK AND RELAX AND GRAB SOME CAKE AND LISTEN LOUD AND CRYSTAL CLEAR...

  BRUTAL HONESTY IS THE KEY FOR KEEPIN' IT REAL SO IF YOU CAN'T TAKE THE HEAT YOU BETTER FIND A HIDING SPOT IN THE SHADOWS TO CONCEAL YOUR FEAR. IF YOU WANNA KEEP IT REAL YOU HAVE TO ALWAYS TELL PEOPLE THINGS STRAIGHT UP EVEN IF THAT MEANS YOU'VE GOT NO FILTER WHEN IT COMES TO TELLING PEOPLE SOMETIMES PEOPLE WILL TELL YOU YOU'VE GOT A BIG MOUTH BUT YOU'VE GOTTA TELL PEOPLE THINGS TO THEIR FACES RATHER THAN GO BITCH ABOUT THEM BEHIND THEIR BACKS SO THAT YOU CAN BE 100 PERCENT TRANSPARENT WITH THEM. YOU'VE GOTTA FORGET ABOUT OFFENDING PEOPLE EVEN THOUGH THE TRUTH HURTS AND IT HITS YOU LIKE A PUNCH IN THE GUT. OR MAYBE IT SPLASHES YOU IN THE FACE LIKE A COLD BUCKET OF ICE WATER. IT MIGHT BURN A FEW BRIDGES BETWEEN YOU AND THE PEOPLE WHO'VE TRUSTED YOU WITH SECRETS AND TRUTHS IF YOU TELL OTHER PEOPLE ABOUT THINGS IN CONFIDENCE. ANYWAY I'VE RAMBLED ON FOR AGES SO I'M  GONNA GIVE YOU GUYS SOME BEAUTIFUL WORDS OF WISDOM SO GRAB SOME PILLOWS AND SIT BACK AND...

  EVERYONE HAS ISSUES WITH THEIR HAIR BUT'S IT'S SO GODDAMN FRUSTRATING WHEN PEOPLE WHO CARE ABOUT YOU TELL YOU THAT YOUR HAIR DOESN'T LOOK AMAZING EVERYDAY MAKES YOU FEEL LIKE YOU'RE NOT BEAUTIFUL WHICH IS JUST DEGRADING NO ONE NEEDS TO BE TOLD EVERYDAY THAT THEIR HAIR IS THIN AND THAT IT LOOKS UGLY EVERYTIME THEIR FAMIGLIA- FAMILY COMES ROUND TO THEIR HOUSE FROM UP NORTH OR DOWN SOUTH IT'S DISGRACEFUL EVERYBODY HAS A RIGHT TO FEEL COMFORTABLE WITH WHATEVER TYPE OF HAIR THAT THEY HAVE ON THEIR HEAD SO TELL THOSE HATERS TO GET OFF YOUR HAIR CUZ IT MAKES YOU FEEL LIKE CRAP AND WHEN YOU CAN'T TAKE IT ANYMORE YOU HAVE TO TELL THEM TO STEP OFF AND TELL THE MAN TO STOP SAYING SHIT ABOUT YOUR HAIR SINCE YOUR CONFIDENCE IS BEING CHUCKED OUT THE WINDOW. ANYWAY I'M GONNA STOP RAMBLING AND GET BACK TO BUSINESS AND GIVE Y'ALL SOME AMAZING ADVICE SO GRAB SOME BLANKETS  AND SIT BACK AND RELAX AND GRAB THOSE CRISP SANDWICHES AND LISTEN LOUD AND CRYSTAL CLEAR WHILE YOU...

  IT'S A HORRIBLE FEELING WHEN YOU'VE TOLD SOMEONE SOMETHING NICELY AND THEY JUST SNAP AND SWEAR AT YOU. IT'S NOT ON AT ALL! IT'S DISGUSTING BEHAVIOUR WHY WOULD SOMEONE DO THAT TO THEIR OWN SIBLING WHEN THEY WERE JUST DELIVERING THEM A MESSAGE FROM THE PARENTALS? WHY DO PEOPLE HAVE TO ALWAYS SHOOT THE MESSENGER? ALSO THEY DON'T DO ANYTHING ABOUT IT WHEN YOU REPORT IT TO THEM )THEM BEING THE PARENTALS). AND NO ONE SHOUTS AT THAT PERSON AND THEN THEY GET AWAY WITH IT BUT THAT'S NOT GONNA HAPPEN. NOT ON MY WATCH. OK I'VE BEEN RANTING FOR LIKE FIVE MINS NOW SO I'M GONNA START GIVING YOU GUYS SOME MIND-BOGGLING ADVICE SO SIT BACK AND RELAX AGAINST THOSE PILLOWS AND GRAB THAT JAR OF NUTELLA AND LISTEN LOUD AND CRYSTAL CLEAR 'IF NO ONE BELIEVES YOU WHEN YOU REPORT IT THEN GO TO ANOTHER PERSON CUZ THEY MIGHT BE ABLE TO SORT THE SITUATION OUT FOR YOU. IT HURTS WHEN SOMEONE IS THAT HARSH WITH YOU WHEN YOU'RE TELLING THEM SOMETHING REALLY NICELY THREE TIMES...

  WHEN YOU'RE FEELING LESS BULLETPROOF AND ALL THE BULLETS OF LECTURE ARE HITTING YOU IN THE FACE OR WHEN SOMEONE COMMENTS ABOUT YOUR FACE HAIR OR BODY IT MIGHT GET YOU THINKING THAT YOU'RE NOT BEAUTIFUL OR HEALTHY WELL THAT'S MESSED UP AND IT DOES AFFECT YOU MENTALLY BUT YOU SHOULDN'T LET IT GET TO YOU! SOMETIMES PEOPLE WILL MESS WITH YOUR MIND UNTIL YOUR MENTAL HEALTH IS MESSED UP AND THAT'S NOT ON. ANYWAY MY MENTAL HEALTH HAS BEEN ALL OVER THE PLACE SINCE LAST SUNDAY AND IT'S CRAZY BECAUSE I GOT SWORN AT AND I'M THINKING AM I A GOOD PERSON? AM I REALLY THAT ANNOYING THAT I GOT TOLD TO SHUT THE FUCK UP? ANYWAY THESE QUESTIONS PLAGUE YOUR MIND AND THEY NEVER LEAVE YOU THEY SWIM AROUND IN YOUR MIND UNTIL YOU THINK YOU'RE NOT THE GREATEST PERSON IN THE WORLD. OKAY I'M GONNA STOP RAMBLING AND GIVE Y'ALL SOME AWE-INSPIRING ADVICE SO GET THOSE BLANKETS AND PILLOWS SO Y'ALL CAN SIT BACK AND RELAX AND GRAB SOME BROWNIES AND ICE-CREAM AND LISTEN LOU...