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A PERFECT PERSON ALWAYS HAVING THE LAST WORD

 Hey Original One-of-a-kind people, The experience of words that aren't registering with a person cuz they aren't hearing you? That's what I've seen. Someone doesn't wanna give you the chance to say your piece because they can't bear it if you win an argument. They have to have the last word cuz they set the bar of perfection extremely high and you can't do anything to measure up to it. They leave extremely big shoes to fill and you can't fill them since you are filled with flaws and imperfections that are higher than a mountain and a molehill. It's like being on a battlefield and there are tiny wars that you can win and lose, but you take all the losses most of the time cuz you're not built to inspire or follow footsteps in the sand cuz your words don't always have an impact on people when they're not heard or listened to. I know this feeling it leaves you hollow and callous and unfeeling. It strips all the happiness from your world and ...

BLOWING UP LIKE A GRENADE WHILE HAVING AN EMOTIONAL TEMPER TANTRUM

Hey Geek Girls/Nerd Boys, This is not me i don't explode unless I have a perfectly good reason to. It's other people. When things get too much or someone tells them billions of times to turn their phone volume down and then out of no where you have a volcanic explosion just cuz you asked nicely. It makes your heart sink in your chest and your heart leap into your chest. A bubble of anxiety forms and it doesn't go away, and it doesn't matter how long you need to take to process it and get over it. Anger is a destructive thing and it makes you realise whether or not you can be the bigger person and rise above it. Can you? I'm not so sure. My response would be to show the deep raw sadness that comes from people blowing up and having these emotional temper tantrums. It's like riding a wave of calm before a huge thunderstorm.  Okay I'll stop rambling and give you awesome people some ground-breaking advice. Sit back and relax. Grab those fluffy blankets and pillow...