PEOPLE CHATTING ABOUT YOU WHEN YOU'RE NOT IN THEIR PRESENCE

 IT'S A HORRIBLE FEELING THAT EATS YOU UP ON THE INSIDE WHEN YOUR RIDE OR DIE TELLS YOU SOMEONE CHATTED ABOUT YOU WHEN YOU'RE IN ANOTHER ROOM OF THE HOUSE ESPECIALLY WHEN YOUR BUSINESS GETS AIRED ON VIDEO CALL AND BOUNCES AROUND FROM ONE CITY TO THE OTHER THEN YOU'RE FIGURING OUT THAT THE CLAWS ARE OUT AND YOU'RE NOT IN A SAFE ZONE ANYMORE YOU'RE IN ENEMY TERRITORY SO YOU GOTTA BE SNEAKY AND FIND OUT ALL OF THE FACTS BEFORE ONE OF THE MEMBERS OF YOUR FAMIGLIA-FAMILY TURNS ON YOU LIKE A FLASH IF THEY THINK YOU'VE RUINED THEIR TIME ON YOUR HOME TURF SO THEY TELL THEIR SON TO TELL THEIR DAUGHTER HOW YOU FUCKED UP WHEN IT'S NONE OF THEIR BUSINESS AND IT NEEDS TO STAY IN THE FOUR WALLS OF A HOUSE THAT'S IN YOUR HOME TURF CUZ IT'S DOWNRIGHT HUMILIATING IF YOU FIND OUT THE FACTS THAT SOMEONE HAS TARNISHED YOUR WHOLE CHARACTER BEHIND YOUR BACK WHEN YOU'VE NOT EVEN CAUSED THAT MUCH DRAMA JUST CUZ YOU'VE TAKEN MATTERS INTO YOUR OWN HANDS AND TRY TO DEFEND YOURSELF AND TELL ANOTHER PERSON YOUR SIDE OF THE STORY FOR IT TO GET BACK TO THE ORIGINAL PERSON WHO STARTED CIRCLING THE UGLY WORDS OF HOW DISAPPOINTED THEY ARE IN YOU TO OTHER PEOPLE WHEN THEY COUD JUST COME OUT WITH WHAT'S BOTHERING THEM AND MAYBE THEY SHOULD JUST TELL EVERYTHING TO YOU IN FRONT OF YOUR FACE SO YOU'RE NOT SO CRUSHED IN THE AFTERMATH OF THE WORDS THAT FLY FROM YOUR HOME TURF TO THEIR HOME TURF. OKAY I'VE RAMBLED ON FOR QUITE A BIT NOW SO I'M GONNA LAY DOWN SOME AWE-INSPIRING ADVICE SO GRAB SOME PILLOWS AND FLUFFY BLANKETS AND SIT BACK AND RELAX AND GRAB SOME COOKIES AND LISTEN LOUD AND CRYSTAL CLEAR 'WHEN YOU FIND OUT THAT SOMEONE'S TALKED ABOUT YOU WHEN YOU'RE NOT IN THEIR PRESENCE IT CRUSHES YOU UNTIL YOU CAN'T BREATHE BUT YOU SHOULDN'T LET THAT SOUL CRUSHING PAIN GET TO YOU CUZ DEEP DOWN YOU KNOW THAT YOU'VE NOT DONE ANYTHING BAD TO THE PERSON AND YOU CAN ONLY BE THE BEST VERSION OF YOURSELF EVEN IF PEOPLE CAN'T SEE IT SO YOU HAVE TO KEEP YOUR CHIN UP AND JUST CARRY ON WITH THIS ROLLERCOASTER CALLED LIFE CUZ IT'S TOO SHORT TO HOLD GRUDGES EVEN IF NICE PEOPLE IN YOUR FAMILY HAVE HURT YOU WITH THE AMMUNITION THAT COMES BEHIND THEIR WORDS' OOH THIS WAS SOME HEAVY ADVICE BUT IF PEOPLE THINK THAT YOU'VE RUINED THINGS FOR THEM THEN THEY DON'T KNOW WHAT AN AMAZING BEAUTIFUL PERSON YOU ARE AT THE END OF THE DAY AND THEY DON'T KNOW HOW CARING KIND AND UNDERSTANDING YOU ARE AT THE END OF THE DAY EVEN IF YOU GET TOO WORKED UP ABOUT PEOPLE TALKING ABOUT YOU WHEN YOU'RE NOT IN THEIR DIRECT EYELINE CUZ IT'S OKAY TO GET WORKED UP ABOUT IT AND MAKE IT INTO A BIG DEAL AND CAUSE UNNECESSARY DRAMA ABOUT IT IF IT'S RIPPED A HOLE THROUGH YOUR HEART AND THERE'S NO COMING BACK FROM THAT CRUSHING GUILT AND REGRET THAT YOU FEEL CUZ YOU KNOW THAT ONLY A FEW PEOPLE WILL BE IN YOUR CORNER WHEN YOU SPEAK UP ABOUT PEOPLE GOING BEHIND YOUR BACK AND NOT CONSIDERING THAT YOUR SIDE OF THE STORY MATTERS INSTEAD THEY'RE LOOKING AS COOL AS A CUCUMBER WITH THAT UNFAZED LOOK ON THIER FACE AND WHEN THAT HAPPENS IT'S OKAY FOR THAT BURIED RAGE TO COME TO THE SURFACE SO YOU CAN TAKE SOME CONTROL AND SAY HOLD THE PHONE BUT I'M NOT THE TYPE OF PERSON WHO GETS INTO OTHER PEOPLE'S BUSINESS CUZ I'M PRETTY RESERVED AND I HARDLY TALK CUZ I'M ALWAYS LISTENING LIKE A DETECTIVE ON THE SIDELINES AND THOSE WORDS ARE BURNING HOLES IN YOUR MEMORY. OKAY I'VE RAMBLED ON FOR AGES NOW SO I'M GONNA LAY DOWN SOME MORE WORDS OF AWESOME WISDOM SO GRAB THOSE PILLOWS AND FLUFFY BLANKETS AND GRAB YOUR FAVOURITE PJS AND SIT BACK AND RELAX AND GRAB SOME ICE-CREAM AND LISTEN LOUD AND CRYSTAL CLEAR 'PEOPLE WILL ALWAYS CHAT ABOUT YOU NO MATTER WHAT YOU'RE DOING SO YOU JUST GOTTA BE THE BIGGER PERSON AND NOT LET IT GET TO YOU CUZ WHEN YOU GET ANGRY ABOUT IT YOU CAN DO STUPID THINGS THAT WILL LEAD TO OTHER PEOPLE GETTING HIT WITH THE BULLETS OF LECTURE SO YOU GOTTA GO DEEP INTO THE DEPTHS OF YOUR MIND AND THINK ABOUT THE PEOPLE WHO'VE GOT YOUR BACK AND WILL DO ANYTHING TO PROTECT YOUR IMAGE FROM THE CONTEMPT OF OTHERS WHEN THEY'RE ANALYSING YOUR ACTIONS SO YOU'VE GOTTA BE A BADASS AND JUST KEEP MOVING FORWARD SO YOU CAN BE THE SELFLESS VERSION OF YOURSELF CUZ SOMETIMES IT MIGHT NOT ALWAYS BE ABOUT HOW YOU'RE FEELING IN THE BLINK OF AN EYE BUT IT'S NOT OKAY TO LET IT GO SO EASILY YOU CAN HOLD ON TO THE ANGER AND HURT AND WRITE DOWN ABOUT IT ON A BLANK CANVAS OF PAPER AND GET IT OFF YOUR CHEST UNTIL YOU CAN BREATHE AGAIN' OOH THAT WAS A MOUNTAIN FULL OF ADVICE BUT IF I COULD DO DIFFERENTLY IN A SITUATION WHERE THIS HAPPENED TO ME I'D JUMP AT THE CHANCE TO TAKE THIS ADVICE WHOLEHEARTEDLY CUZ SOMETIMES IT CAN CAUSE RIFTS AND TRUST ISSUES BETWEEN YOU AND OTHER PEOPLE SO THE HATERS AND PEOPLE YOU CONSTANTLY DISAPPOINT WILL NOT GET YOU DOWN CUZ YOU'RE BETTER THAN THEM WHEN IT COMES TO CAUSING PETTY RIVALRIES BETWEEN YOU AND THE PEOPLE THAT YOU CARE ABOUT. OK I'M GONNA STOP RAMBLING NOW AND GIVE Y'ALL SOME MORE WORDS OF AWESOME ADVICE SO GRAB YOUR FAVOURITE PAIR OF LOUNGEWEAR AND GRAB SOME PILLOWS AND BLANKETS AND SIT BACK AND RELAX AND GRAB SOME CHOCOLATE DIGESTIVES AND LISTEN LOUD AND CRYSTAL CLEAR 'PEOPLE TALK ABOUT YOU ALL THE TIME CUZ IT'S AN ASIAN THING IT'S ABOUT WHATHAPPENS AFTERWARDS AND HOW YOU CAN MANAGE YOUR PAIN ANGST AND HUMILIATION UNTIL YOU'RE MATURE ENOUGH TO GIVE A BIG SPEECH OF APOLOGY SO YOU CAN GET BACK ON PEOPLE'S GOOD SIDE SO YOU'RE REASSURED THAT YOU'RE A GOOD PERSON AT THE END OF THE DAY SO PEOPLE CAN ACCEPT YOU FOR BEING UNAPOLOGETICALLY REAL WITH THEM' OOH WHAT A MOUNTAINFUL OF ADVICE THAT EVERYONE SHOULD BE TOLD CUZ A LOT OF PEOPLE DO CHAT ABOUT THOSE GOLDEN OLDIES IN THE FAMILY WHEN THEY SHOULD BE TALKING TO THEM ABOUT HOW THEY'RE FEELING ABOUT CERTAIN ISSUES THAT JUST BUG YOU AND MAYBE YOU JUST NEED TO GO THEM AND ADVISE AND SUGGEST POINTERS AND GOALS THAT THEY CAN AIM TO ACHIEVE IN THE HOUSE INSTEAD OF TALKING WHEN THEY'RE NOT IN YOUR PRESENCE AND JUST ENJOY TIME WITH THEM CUZ LIFE IS TOO SHORT TO HAVE GRUDGES IN THE AFTERMATH OF DRAMA CUZ SOME OLD PEOPLE MIGHT NOT HAVE THAT LONG LEFT ON THIS EARTH SO YOU GOTTA CHERISH YOUR TIME WITH THEM INSTEAD HAVE A GOOD LAUGH WITH THEM AND MAKE MEMORIES THAT YOU CAN LOOK BACK ON AND JUST REMEMBER WISTFULLY WHEN THEY'RE GONE FROM THIS WORLD BUT ENOUGH OF MAKING THIS DEPRESSING I JUST WANNA LEAVE YOU GUYS TO THINK ABOUT THIS AND TO REALLY REFLECT ON YOUR ACTIONS AND HOW THEY CAN BACKFIRE ON YOU AND HOW THEY CAN IMPACT OTHER PEOPLE SO I'M GONNA SIGN OFF AND LEAVE YOU TO THINK ABOUTTHIS SO PEACE AND SEE YOU IN THE NEXT CHAPTER 

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