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ACCESSIBILITY

 This is a very important thing for me. I have a Visual Impairment. It affects how I read on screens. Different people need to realise this. I think that every site/digital print should have these features for people such as V.I/Dyslexia/Colour Blindness. I use different features such as Black backgrounds with White writing on them. This is quite accessible for me. Some sites/digital print fails tests such as accessibility tests. Recently a site called: https://www.juicedroplet.com/ failed this test. It would need a lot of improvements to make it accessible. I wrote an article about it. It is an enjoyable experience. I sent it over to a cousin who runs the platform for South Asians all around the globe. It's a worldwide thing! I use different software called Zoomtext/Dragon/MindView. These allow me to read sites/digital print back to you easily. I think voiceovers and talking to the Word doc you're using, allows you to have a hands free/strain free time on the screen. Other peo...

STARTING A NEW CHAPTER

 Hey readers, The past can change you, It can destroy you. It can hurt like someone's drowned you, and you can't come up for air. You need to push forward everyday. It can be so difficult just to get out of bed. You can overthink as much as you want. You can't do things differently. You can't change anything. Climb the mountain of change. Live in the heat of the moment. There's only room for the mystery of the present. There's only room for the hopefulness of the future. Don't go into a dark hole. Surround yourself with your No.1's.  Now grab your Nesquik  cups, and sit back and relax against those fluffy pillows/blankets, and listen loud and crystal clear; 'Get everything off your chest. It doesn't matter who the person is. Today and Tomorrow are two different days. Everything from Yesterday will have been thrown away in the back of people's minds.' Ooh that was a lot! I just think that opening up to a person who doesn't get offended...

RINGING PEOPLE WHEN THEY SAY YOU CAN CALL ANYTIME

  I'VE BEEN TO TELLINGVILLE AND BACK ABOUT THIS SINCE YESTERDAY AND IT'S PISSING ME OFF NOW CUZ MY FAMIGLIA SAID I CAN RING THEM ANYTIME WHENEVER I WANT AND IT'S SO ANNOYING WHEN YOU'RE ILL AND YOU CAN'T EVEN CONNECT WITH THE PEOPLE THAT MAKE YOU HAPPY FOR AS LONG AS YOU WANT TO FORGET ABOUT OTHER PEOPLE'S BULLSHIT AND YOU'RE TRYING TO FORGET ABOUT OTHER PEOPLE'S SHITTY COMMUNICATION SKILLS THAT MAKE YOU UPSET MOST OF THE TIME CUZ THEY DON'T KNOW HOW TO STOP THIS WHOLE BREATHING DOWN YOUR NECK SHENNANIGANS THAT HAPPEN WHEN PEOPLE TRY TO  USE ON YOU WHEN THEY'RE JUST TRYING TO LOOK OUT FOR YOU. ANYWAY I'LL STOP GETTING TOO PERSONAL RIGHT NOW AND GO BACK INTO THE GENERALISATION OF IT ALL SO I'LL BE LAYING DOWN SOME AWE-INSPIRING ADVICE SO GRAB YOUR FAVOURITE PAIR OF PJS/LOUNGEWEAR AND GRAB SOME PILLOWS AND FLUFFY BLANKETS AND SIT BACK AND RELAX AND LISTEN LOUD AND CRYSTAL CLEAR 'WHEN YOU'RE GETTING A SUPPORT NETWORK OF LOVELY PEOPLE...

CANCER JOURNEY SO FAR

  IT ALL STARTED WITH A COUGH ON THE 2ND OF APRIL 2022 AND I WAS COUGHING LIKE NOBODIES BUSINESS AND MY MOM RANG 111 AND THEY TAKE SO LONG TO GET BACK TO YOU SO AT 9:00 IN THE EVENING THEY RANG BACK AND TOLD US TO GO TO THE MERLYN VAZ AT 2:30 IN THE MORNING AND MY MOM WAS LIKE YOU CAN GO DO ONE CUZ I'M NOT DOING THAT SO THEY SUGGESTED GOING TO THE A&E SO AT 10:00 SHE RANG A RANDOM TAXI COMPANY AND WE WENT TO THE A&E BUT HE WAS DRIVING QUITE ROUGHLY SO IT WAS A TERRIFYING JOURNEY TO THE HOSPITAL. WE GOT IN THE ADULT A&3 AND REGISTERED AND A REALLY FUNNY THING HAPPENED THE RECEPTIONIST THOUGHT MY MOM WAS THE PATIENT WHEN IT WAS ME AND SHE WAS LIKE NO IT'S FOR MY DAUGHTER. THEN i WENT INTO A ROOM AND GOT ASKED QUESTIONS ABOUT HOW URGENT IT WAS AND THE LADY WAS BEING SO RUDE AND IT WASN'T GREAT. THEN I HAD BLOOD PRESSURE AND BLOODS TAKEN AND A CANNULA PUT IN MY RIGHT ARM. AFTER THAT IT WAS A WAITING GAME AND WE SAT THERE IN THESE HORRIBLE UNCOMFORTABLE WAITING ROOM ...

NOT GIVING A SHIT ABOUT OTHER PEOPLE

  A MONTH AGO SOMEONE ENLIGHTENED ME WITH ONE OF THE GREATEST FACTS OF ALL TIME AND IT WAS 'I LOVE IT THAT YOU DON'T GIVE A SHIT ABOUT ANYONE' OR SOMETHING AND I WAS LIKE WHOA SLOW DOWN HOLD THE FLIPPING PHONE I DO GIVE A SHIT ABOUT A VERY ELITE LIST OF PEOPLE IN LIFE AND I JUST DON'T SHOW IT CUZ WHEN YOU'VE BEEN THROUGH HELL AND BACK TO FIND OUT THE KIND OF PERSON YOU ARE AND THE ONE EVERYONE EXPECTS YOU TO BE. SO YEAH WHEN I FOUND OUT THIS FACT I WAS CRUSHED CUZ EVERYONE WHO GOES THROUGH SOME TYPE OF TRAUMA IN LIFE WANTS TO SHUT THE WORLD OUT AND KEEP THEIR WALLS UP AS HIGH AS THE CLOUDS IN THE SKY. SOMETIMES AFTER SOMEONE WHO'S CLOSE TO YOU RIPS YOUR SOUL APART AND HURTS YOU SO BADLY THAT YOU CAN'T GO TO SLEEP AT NIGHT WITHOUT THINKING ABOUT WHETHER YOU'RE GOOD ENOUGH TO BE IN THEIR WORLD OR NOT SUCKS. EVERYTIME YOU THINK SOMEONE'S ON YOUR SIDE AND THEY'RE ROOTING FOR YOU AND YOU GET YOUR HOPES UP BUT THEY NEVER END UP BEING ON YOUR SIDE IN TH...