PEOPLE SNOOPING IN YOUR DIARY

 IT'S MORTIFYING WHEN YOU FIND OUT SOMEONE'S READ YOUR PRIVATE THOUGHTS ABOUT THEM THAT YOU'RE KEEPING IN YOUR HEAD SO THAT YOU CAN WRITE IT DOWN LATER WHEN NOBODY'S THERE. WHEN SOMEONE CLOSE TO YOU READS YOUR MOST PRIVATE THOUGHTS THAT YOU'VE WRITTEN ON THE PAGE THAT YOU THOUGHT THAT WOULD NEVER BE OPENED AND READ JUST CUZ THEY WERE LOOKING FOR PAPER AND THEN THEY COME AND GIVE YOU A SHITTY MEANINGLESS APOLOGY JUST CUZ THEY'VE READ THE TRUTH AND THEN THEY TELL YOU THAT THEY'RE FEELING BAD ABOUT WHAT YOU'VE WROTE ABOUT THEM YOU SHOULDN'T BE FEELING ASHAMED BECAUSE THAT WAS YOUR SPACE WHERE YOU WROTE ABOUT THE THINGS THAT BOTHER YOU ON A DAILY BASIS. ANYWAY I'VE BEEN RAMBLING FOR AGES SINCE IT REALLY PISSES ME OFF THAT SOMEONE HAS NO BOUNDARIES WHEN IT COMES TO NOSINESS BUT I'M GONNA LAY DOWN SOME AWESOME WORDS OF MIND-BLOWING ADVICE SO GRAB THOSE PILLOWS AND BLANKETS AND SIT BACK AND RELAX AND GRAB SOME CAKE AND LISTEN LOUD AND CRYSTAL CLEAR 'KEEPING A DIARY GIVES YOU PIECE OF MIND WHEN PEOPLE KICK YOUR CONFIDENCE OUT THE WINDOW OR IF SOMEONE BREAKS YOUR SELFWORTH AND SELF ESTEEM WITH THE HARSH WORDS OF LECTURE THEN YOU SHOULD WRITE ABOUT HOW YOU FEEL IN THAT MOMENT AND IF SOMEONE READS YOUR WORDS ON PURPOSE AND SAYS YOU SHOULDN'T WRITE ABOUT THEM LIKE THAT THEN DON'T BE AFRAID TO TELL THEM WRITING STUFF DOWN HELPS YOU TO LET OFF SOME STEAM IF YOU'RE FEELING LIKE YOU'VE HIT ROCK BOTTOM' OOH THAT WAS A HUGE CHUNK OF HEARTFELT ADVICE CUZ WHEN IT HAPPENED TO ME I WANTED THE GROUND TO OPEN UP AND SWALLOW ME UP SO THAT I COULD STOP FEELING LIKE I WANTED TO BURST INTO FLAMES CUZ SOME WORDS CAN NEVER BE READ AND IT'S NOT YOUR FAULT THAT PEOPLE DON'T RESPECT YOUR PRIVACY WHEN IT COMES TO KEEPING A DIARY AND IT WAS THE BEST THING I EVER DID CUZ IT ALLOWS ME TO POUR MY HEART AND SOUL OUT INTO THE BLANK PAGES OF A BOOK. OK ENOUGH ABOUT ME LET'S GET BACK TO THE GENERALISATION OF IT ALL AGAIN SO I'M GONNA STOP RAMBLING NOW AND GIVE Y'ALL SOME MORE WORDS OF PURE WISDOM SO SIT BACK AND RELAX AGAINST YOUR PILLOWS AND GRAB A CHICKEN MAYO COB AND LISTEN LOUD AND CRYSTAL CLEAR 'YOU SHOULDN'T BE ASHAMED ABOUT YOUR WRITING EVEN IF IT'S ABOUT YOUR FAMIGLIA-FAMILY CUZ YOU DESERVE THAT CHANCE TO VENT ABOUT ANYTHING AND EVERYTHING ON THE PAGES OF YOUR DIARY SO YOU SHOULDN'T LEAVE IT IN THE MOST OBVIOUS PLACE WHERE PEOPLE WILL TOUCH IT AND TRY TO READ IT SO YOU GOTTA BE EXTRA CAUTIOUS WHEN THE PARENTALS ARE IN YOUR ROOM SO THEY CAN'T CHECK WHAT YOU'RE WRITING IN THE HIDDEN PAGES OF YOUR DIARIES' OOH THAT WAS SOME HEAVY ADVICE CUZ IT DOES THROW YOU OF GUARD WHEN YOU FIND OUT SOMEONE HAS GONE BEHIND YOUR BACK AND READ YOUR DEEPEST FEARS THAT NO ONE WAS MEANT TO KNOW ABOUT CUZ IT WAS MEANT TO BE KEPT IN THAT BLACK HOLE OF PRIVACY BUT ONCE IT GETS BROKEN YOU FEEL LIKE YOU'RE WALLS HAVE ALL COME CRASHING DOWN AND THAT PERSON HAS SEEN INTO YOUR SOUL AND THEY'VE SEEN A PIECE OF THE REAL YOU THAT YOU WERE HIDING BEHIND A FACADE SO THAT YOU COULD KEEP YOUR GUARD UP SO THAT NO ONE COULD EVER HURT YOU AGAIN. ANYWAY I'VE BEEN RANTING ON AND ON FOR SOME TIME NOW SO I'M GONNA GIVE Y'ALL SOME INSPIRATIONAL WORDS OF ADVICE THAT'LL BLOW YOUR MIND SO MAKE A BLANKET FORT AND SIT BACK AND RELAX AND GRAB SOME CHOCOLATE ICE-CREAM AND LISTEN LOUD AND CRYSTAL CLEAR 'IT'S OKAY TO BE EMBARRASSED IF SOMEONE READS YOUR DEEPEST DARKEST SECRETS AND TRUTHS BUT IT'S NOT OKAY IF THEY START TELLING YOU THEY'RE FEELING LIKE SHIT WHEN THEY READ YOUR WORDS CUZ IT'S THEIR OWN FAULT FOR WANTING TO KNOW WHAT YOU'RE WRITING DOWN IN YOUR JOURNAL/DIARY IF THEY CAN'T HANDLE THE TRUTH ABOUT THEMSELVES AND WHY DO THEY HAVE TO FEEL LIKE CRAP WHEN THEY'VE MADE YOU FEEL LIKE THE SHITTIEST HUMAN BEING IN THE WHOLE WIDE WORLD? MY ANSWER TO THAT WOULD BE I HAVE NO IDEA' OOH THAT WAS A MOUNTAINFUL OF ADVICE THAT SHOULD BE STUCK IN YOUR HEAD LIKE THAT ONE ANNOYING SONG THAT YOU CAN'T GET OUT OF YOUR MIND. ANYWAY HAVING A DIARY IS YOUR CHANCE TO WRITE DOWN THE THINGS THAT ARE BUGGING YOU IN LIFE OR WHEN THE BULLSHIT'S GETTING TO YOU UNTIL YOU CAN'T SEE WHAT'S TRUE AND WHAT'S FAKE IN A PERSON WHO YOUR TRUST/TRUSTED. IT'S COMPLICATED  AND SOMETIMES THE PARENTALS CAN'T UNDERSTAND THAT AND THEY STILL WANNA READ OUR MINDS AND SEE INTO OUR SOULS UNTIL THERE'S NO SECRETS OR TRUTHS IN THIS LIFE BUT SNOOPING IN SOMEONE'S DIARY IS A BIG NO-NO AND YOU SHOULD NEVER DO IT EVEN IF THAT PERSON  WANNA KNOW EVERYTHING YOU'RE THINKING OR FEELING 24/7. EVEN IF YOU CALL THAT PERSON OUT FOR SNOOPING IT STILL WON'T TAKE AWAY THAT SICK FEELING IN YOUR STOMACH THAT MIGHT NEVER GO AWAY CUZ YOU KNOW THAT YOUR WORDS WILL ALWAYS DANCE AROUND THAT PERSON'S HEAD EVEN IF THEY WEREN'T SUPPOSED TO FIND OUT WHAT YOU WROTE ABOUT THEM IN THE FIRST PLACE. OMG I'VE VENTED FOR TOO LONG AS USUAL  SO I'M GONNA GIVE YOU SOME JAW-DROPPING ADVICE SO GET YOUR PILLOW FORTS READY AND SIT BACK AND RELAX AND GRAB YOUR SPOONS/JARS OF NUTELLA AND LISTEN LOUD AND CRYSTAL CLEAR 'DON'T LOOK OR FEEL GUILTY ABOUT WHATEVER PEOPLE WILL SAY IF THEY FIND OUT WHAT YOU WRITE ABOUT THEM CUZ IF YOU WANNA BE A BETTER WRITER YOU GOTTA WRITE FROM EXPERIENCE AND HAVE SOME PERSONAL THOUGHTS AND EMOTIONS IN YOUR WORK TO MAKE IT REAL AND HAVING A DIARY WILL HELP YOU TO MAKE SENSE OF YOUR IDEAS AND THOUGHTS IN ORDER  WITHOUT THE ENTIRE WORLD KNOWING ABOUT IT CUZ SOMETIMES IT WON'T ALWAYS BE SUNSHINES AND RAINBOWS THAT YOU'RE WRITING ABOUT.' THIS WAS A LITTLE BIT CONSTRUCTIVE FOR ADVICE BUT ALL YOU FELLOW WRITERS NEED TO KNOW THIS CUZ SOMETIMES YOU HAVE TO USE YOUR PRIVATE THOUGHTS TO TURN THEM INTO MORE GENERAL IDEAS AND IF SOMEONE READS THE STUFF THAT YOU'VE BURIED UNDERNEATH THE DARKENED OCEANIC FLOOR OF ALL THOSE THOUGHTS THAT YOU'RE DROWNING IN UNTIL YOU'RE PROBABLY FEELING REALLY OVERWHELMED AND YOU PROBABLY WANT A SPACE TO WRITE IT ALL DOWN WITHOUT ANYONE LOOKING OVER YOUR SHOULDER EVERY FIVE SECONDS AND THAT'S PERFECTLY FINE BUT IF SOMEONE DOES HAPPEN TO READ YOUR DIARY WHEN YOU'RE NOT AROUND THEN YOU'RE FUCKED AND YOU KNOW YOU'VE GOTTA BE MORE CAREFUL AND YOU'VE GOTTA PLACE YOUR NOTEBOOK IN A VERY SECURE PLACE WHERE NO ONE CAN FIGURE OUT ALL THE THINGS THAT MAKE YOU WEAK AND VULNERABLE. SO THIS LAST NUGGET OF ADVICE RIGHT HERE SHOULD BE THE ONE FOR Y'ALL TO CHEW ON AND THINK ABOUT UNTIL I THINK OF SOMETHING COOL AND ORIGINAL TO WRITE NEXT TIME SO NOW I'M GONNA SIGN OFF.

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