Creative Writing

 Hey Dudes and Dudettes, The brain is a messed up organ. It creates situations where you say the most random things without putting a lid of self-control on it. This can get you into sticky situations. It puts you in the trenches of trouble/allowing you to dip your toe in the quicksand of trouble, until you're neck deep in the belly of the beast of ticking time bombs of anger that puts a volcano erupting to shame. It doesn't matter to a person whether your medical condition affects the way you're wired to think if someone has antagonised you, it's like a reflex mechanism telling you to fight back and hit a few nerves until that person snaps like an emotional rubber band. I mean sometimes you can say the randomest comments without filtering it through your 'grey matter,' which will make a person storm off like a disgruntled toddler. I know some cool little people who are channelling their inner Braveheart as we speak. They're unafraid to tell you the brutal t...

 Hey ice kings and queens,  From the vast expanse of greenery to the sights that rock your world it's the cleanest country with people who have hearts of gold. Flying more than 10 hrs to get there including a stopover in the city that holds amazing memories for me. Istanbul. From the stunning mosques to the malls that can make  a shopaholic go crazy at the cheap prices to the night markets that can make you lose your mind. The food is mouthwatering, but it's the coconut water and fruit juices that bring a smile to your face. The heat makes you forget about your billion and one issues you have to face on a daily basis. The safest country I've seen. It'd give the Mafia a run for it's money with the tight security outside apartment complexes. The malls that my family members liked were called MyTown, TRX, and KLCC. The best way to get around is by using an app called Grab. It's like another version of uber. Staying in an air B and B was really fun. It was like a ho...

 Hey Fellow Marvel Universe Fans, This is something I'm not too sure about, but when a situation happens you need to be able to have time to  process everything on your own terms. You can have plenty of time to stew over a certain issue for however long it takes to reach some sense of normality. You might be thought of as an anomaly or a rare species of human that hasn't been discovered yet cuz everything might be in your head and you can be a crazy middle-class Asian. You're not crazy. You're a mixed bag of anxiety and a mountain of worry weighing your down until you explode like a grenade. I think it's perfectly the right amount of okay to not completely get over something too quickly. That's me though, other people just get over something like The Flash. Anyway, getting over something and yourself is hard when you don't always receive the hand of apology when you really need it. Getting over something is hard if a traumatic situation comes into play it...

 Hey Original One-of-a-kind people, The experience of words that aren't registering with a person cuz they aren't hearing you? That's what I've seen. Someone doesn't wanna give you the chance to say your piece because they can't bear it if you win an argument. They have to have the last word cuz they set the bar of perfection extremely high and you can't do anything to measure up to it. They leave extremely big shoes to fill and you can't fill them since you are filled with flaws and imperfections that are higher than a mountain and a molehill. It's like being on a battlefield and there are tiny wars that you can win and lose, but you take all the losses most of the time cuz you're not built to inspire or follow footsteps in the sand cuz your words don't always have an impact on people when they're not heard or listened to. I know this feeling it leaves you hollow and callous and unfeeling. It strips all the happiness from your world and ...

Hey Geek Girls/Nerd Boys, This is not me i don't explode unless I have a perfectly good reason to. It's other people. When things get too much or someone tells them billions of times to turn their phone volume down and then out of no where you have a volcanic explosion just cuz you asked nicely. It makes your heart sink in your chest and your heart leap into your chest. A bubble of anxiety forms and it doesn't go away, and it doesn't matter how long you need to take to process it and get over it. Anger is a destructive thing and it makes you realise whether or not you can be the bigger person and rise above it. Can you? I'm not so sure. My response would be to show the deep raw sadness that comes from people blowing up and having these emotional temper tantrums. It's like riding a wave of calm before a huge thunderstorm.  Okay I'll stop rambling and give you awesome people some ground-breaking advice. Sit back and relax. Grab those fluffy blankets and pillow...

Hi Mario Kart Obsessed Racers,  You'd think a vault holds valuable things like diamonds, or gold, even stacks of cash (A.K.A dinero). Being a confidante and keeping people's secrets and locking them down on the inside like a vault keeps all your documents such as papers and passports safe is a burden that takes a toll, but when people don't trust you to keep the secrets locked tightly in the vault then the real issues start. People being wary of you to keep all their truths and worries hidden on the inside aren't worth your time yet you still feel like you owe them the hand of trust and will go to the greatest of lengths not to smash it into a billion shards of glass that cut deep on an emotional level. You show them that you can be given the olive branch of trust and they still don't believe that you can keep your mouth shut, then that's not a YOU problem. It's a THEM problem. The key to being a successful initiate of the secret-keeper's vault is to emb...

 Hi Binge-watchers, Crazy shit happens like this so many times. It turns you into a puddle of sadness or non-existent water like Wade in the Disney Movie Elemental . People need to form their own opinions about you as a person rather than agreeing with someone else about how you interact with someone. This experience strips you of your confidence and chucks it out of the window. It flushes your self-esteem out of your system and down the drain. Your day one could be anyone a friend, sibling or bro in law/sis-in-law. It shakes you to your core until you don't know how to function around that person and be comfortable being who you are in front of them with all your layers stripped back until you're the real you, A.K.A your best unfiltered self that you hid from the rest of the world. When you're in a situation where your day one doesn't have your back one hundred percent of the time in sticky situations that make you dip a toe in the whirlpool of lecturing 101, then you...