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A PERFECT PERSON ALWAYS HAVING THE LAST WORD

 Hey Original One-of-a-kind people, The experience of words that aren't registering with a person cuz they aren't hearing you? That's what I've seen. Someone doesn't wanna give you the chance to say your piece because they can't bear it if you win an argument. They have to have the last word cuz they set the bar of perfection extremely high and you can't do anything to measure up to it. They leave extremely big shoes to fill and you can't fill them since you are filled with flaws and imperfections that are higher than a mountain and a molehill. It's like being on a battlefield and there are tiny wars that you can win and lose, but you take all the losses most of the time cuz you're not built to inspire or follow footsteps in the sand cuz your words don't always have an impact on people when they're not heard or listened to. I know this feeling it leaves you hollow and callous and unfeeling. It strips all the happiness from your world and ...

BLOWING UP LIKE A GRENADE WHILE HAVING AN EMOTIONAL TEMPER TANTRUM

Hey Geek Girls/Nerd Boys, This is not me i don't explode unless I have a perfectly good reason to. It's other people. When things get too much or someone tells them billions of times to turn their phone volume down and then out of no where you have a volcanic explosion just cuz you asked nicely. It makes your heart sink in your chest and your heart leap into your chest. A bubble of anxiety forms and it doesn't go away, and it doesn't matter how long you need to take to process it and get over it. Anger is a destructive thing and it makes you realise whether or not you can be the bigger person and rise above it. Can you? I'm not so sure. My response would be to show the deep raw sadness that comes from people blowing up and having these emotional temper tantrums. It's like riding a wave of calm before a huge thunderstorm.  Okay I'll stop rambling and give you awesome people some ground-breaking advice. Sit back and relax. Grab those fluffy blankets and pillow...

THE SECRETKEEPER'S VAULT

Hi Mario Kart Obsessed Racers,  You'd think a vault holds valuable things like diamonds, or gold, even stacks of cash (A.K.A dinero). Being a confidante and keeping people's secrets and locking them down on the inside like a vault keeps all your documents such as papers and passports safe is a burden that takes a toll, but when people don't trust you to keep the secrets locked tightly in the vault then the real issues start. People being wary of you to keep all their truths and worries hidden on the inside aren't worth your time yet you still feel like you owe them the hand of trust and will go to the greatest of lengths not to smash it into a billion shards of glass that cut deep on an emotional level. You show them that you can be given the olive branch of trust and they still don't believe that you can keep your mouth shut, then that's not a YOU problem. It's a THEM problem. The key to being a successful initiate of the secret-keeper's vault is to emb...

YOUR DAY ONE'S NOT BACKING YOU UP WHEN SOMEONE SAYS YOU DON'T KNOW HOW TO CHAT

 Hi Binge-watchers, Crazy shit happens like this so many times. It turns you into a puddle of sadness or non-existent water like Wade in the Disney Movie Elemental . People need to form their own opinions about you as a person rather than agreeing with someone else about how you interact with someone. This experience strips you of your confidence and chucks it out of the window. It flushes your self-esteem out of your system and down the drain. Your day one could be anyone a friend, sibling or bro in law/sis-in-law. It shakes you to your core until you don't know how to function around that person and be comfortable being who you are in front of them with all your layers stripped back until you're the real you, A.K.A your best unfiltered self that you hid from the rest of the world. When you're in a situation where your day one doesn't have your back one hundred percent of the time in sticky situations that make you dip a toe in the whirlpool of lecturing 101, then you...

BEING DIAGNOSED WITH DISABILITIES FROM LOVED ONES- FEELING LIKE THE FREAK

 Hey Chicas and Chicos, Don't get me wrong. I love people with disabilities and every disability out there, but doesn't mean I want them all at the moment. I have a lot on my plate. Anyway it's a daunting thing if you thought one moment you're completely fine and normal, then the next you do something so crazy that you're seen as an anomaly, the freak of nature. Your whole world comes crashing down around you and it makes you think about why you let your walls covered in ivy come down to let people in that you thought you could trust a thousand percent to then tell you that something about you is odd if you're a particular person like myself. You take pride in who you are as a person and when someone tells you they think there's something wrong with you, it shatters your high confidence and self-esteem to the point where you overthink the simplest of things. It tips the scales of negative emotion in your favour. Being picked apart piece by piece like a brick...

WHIPLASHED BY TEENAGE ATTITUDE

 Hi Awesome Readers,  'This shakes your confidence to the core. It makes you unsure of yourself on a whole new level. Five seconds ago, I was in this impossible position and it felt like the ground opens you up and swallows you whole. It's like your body has been set on fire and the flames are engulfing you from the inside out. Just stating an opinion to a teen can give you scarring just cuz they go to college and think they're smart, they haven't been through the stresses of university even if you do it from home you're still doing the same thing as your peers. You're still working your ass off to get the grades to graduate. Okay, I'm gonna stop rambling now and give y'all some awe inspiring advice. Grab those fluffy pillows, throw blankets, put on your favourite pair of loungewear/PJ's/hoodies/shirts, grab some soup and garlic bread, and listen loud and crystal clear: 'Don't let it faze you when you get hit with the lashing of attitude when...

BADASS RUDENESS ON ANOTHER LEVEL- EVEN BANTER AT IT'S FINEST

 Hey guys, been a long time, been busy reading to get inspiration. Anyway, this is a topic that I rage on 99.9% of the time. No lie! It's not about being rude it's about being sure of yourself, so you can assert yourself in a way where you have confidence oozing our of your persona. You gotta use your words to impress and go out in style or with a bang. Yes your mouth will get you in trouble at times, mine does more or less, but don't let it faze you, you have to own it in a way. It's not about being bitchy to a certain extent. It's about letting those around you who will undermine you to show them who's boss without giving off the vibe that they intimidate you on a level. So by all means you can be as high or mighty as you wanna be. When it comes to banter it's the balance of wounding an opponent in the field or having the upper hand in a situation which one will you take? I'm taking both under my belt, to be honest. Anyway I'll stop wasting time by...