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AMBUSHED/RUCKUS

 Hey Awesome People. It's like a war thing getting ambushed but with words that hit you like arrows to the chest. You have to be on the Down-Low about it though. It strips away the tower of confidence that you've spent so long building, which turns it into rubble. You wanna use the Miyagi Do way of defense through your words, but it doesn't always work out in the way you're expecting right? It affects you differently, while you're questioning everything that makes you self-assured about yourself as a human. Then you have to see all the cracks that are forming on your carefully crafted armour that is falling apart cuz you haven't fortified it's borders of self-esteem and the tightening of your chest walls when it comes to anxieties about who you are and what you have or wanna accomplish in life to reach certain goals about yourself as a person. Do you crawl back into your protective shell, or burst out like larva and stand out in a crowd while raising your vo...

TRIPPING UP AND GETTING INJURED

 Hey The Bear Fans, This is a traumatic experience for anyone even a person who has the full 20-20 vision. Yes having a cane is supposed to stop you from tumbling and toppling over, but the cracks in the pavements are lethal. It takes away all the careful patching up of confidence that you've slowly built back up from the ground, literally from nothingness. Then the waterfall of sadness and fear cripples you to the point where you freeze up and become stiff like a statue. It's a huge deal overcoming these fears and anxieties about blacking out or not knowing what happened to you. It can even be an absence or something seizure like to make you trip. Then the grazed knees and swollen ankles come into play while you're uncomfortable while relaxing on your sofa. It's a scary thing to have to experience. Okay I'll stop rambling and give y'all some jaw-dropping, mind-blowing advice. Sit back and relax against those pillows and blankets that are so fluffy and quilted. ...

SHRIMP AND CO AND CHOCOBERRY

 Hey Shadow and Bone Fans, Last week I went and had gourmet seafood. The prawns were so scrumptious. I really enjoyed the extra spicy prawns that make your sinuses open. I had so many. The garlic butter sauce melted in the mouth. The chips were salty and to die for. I had this dynamite prawn platter with a white sauce and it was amazing. The strawberry mocktail was refreshing and cooled me down due to the scorching British heatwave. This was a five star experience. This was exquisite dining in my humble opinion. I  spent a wonderful time with family members that I haven't seen for a while since they are spread across the globe. We had some great laughs and jokes. Then we took a walk up the road to a dessert place called Choccobeery. I looked on a tablet and ordered a hot fudge brownie with ice cream. It was so delicious and chocolatey. I gobbled it all up within seconds. I had a really great time out on that day. Vote. Comment. Share. Enjoy.

ON DEFENSE/SIGHING

 Hey awesome The Next Step fans, Being on defense isn't a good look in other people's eyes. This is the number 1 way to dig your trench from England to no-man's-land. Sighing is the way to go to relieve your stress and pent up anxiety, it's a great technique to calm down through letting your breath go, but it can land you deep in the swirling whirlpool of trouble that you attract like a moth to a flame. Cliche analogy much? Yeah, but letting your inner teen out can be a cover for keeping your guard up and not letting anyone barrel through it and smash all your defensive bravado to the ground, until you're left vulnerable and open to getting punched in the gut, by so many words that you don't even know how to handle while all the conflict comes flying at you like a ton of bricks. Standing up for yourself/advocating on behalf of yourself to appear confident and have high self-esteem isn't gonna work when you're being ambushed left right and centre by peopl...

RAMBLING- A.K.A LAWAARAA

 Hey Lilo and Stitch Fans, Rambling is a big deal to some people. You don't even know that's what you're doing until it's too late. You do it nervously, or in excitement, and even in a panicked state of mind. Then you'll be labelled as being too much, too annoying, and a pain in the ass. You'll get shut down, shut up, keep quiet, and other lines that will flush your confidence down the toilet, and throw your self-esteem out the window. You know that carefully constructed tower of self-worth/belief in yourself crumbles down to the literal ground until you're swimming in rubble. You lie amidst the rubble and question who you are and how you managed to sink so deep into the quicksand for trouble-makers 101. What did you do that makes a person have disappointment for you in their eyes that are the windows to their complicated souls? Are you that socially awkward that you can't keep all the words under lock and key?  Is it worth it if you lose your voice in t...

DUBAI 2.0

 Hey Potterheads, Dubai Bling Round 2. It was a chilled out version this time around. I only went to 2 places this time cuz the heat was stifling. The blazing heat was unbearable to sit in during the day. You could only go sight-seeing at night time. I visited the Shaikh Zahid mosque in Abu-Dhabi it was a magnificent view. I walked around unlike last time when I was cruising around in a wheelchair. I saw the humongous chandeliers and other architecture that just floors you. It is beyond anyone's imagination how they built such an impressive structure. Other times I just chilled at the house I was staying in. The pool was the highlight of the whole trip. The water was warm and I had a really fun time splashing around while sitting on the steps of the pool.  Spending Eid day in another country was an experience that I'll never forget. Doing sheep activities was so enjoyable and relaxing. Taking lots of pictures with my sister and nieces was a chance to make memories to remember ...

GANGED UP ON IN THE VERBAL SENSE

 Hey Wolfblood fans, Humankind experiences this in the form of bullying, but it can happen in the conversational sense too. It can make you question so many things about who you are. It's a testament of how strong you are on the outside and not letting a person or group of people raise your Richter Scale of anxiety go through the roof. It's gonna put you on the opposite side of the fence between you and other familial members if it's in house. Getting the wind knocked out of your lungs by words isn't in your best interests it can make you become drained of outer confidence, but there's a chance you can take it personally cuz you're stumped and don't know what to do in that situation. It's like you're that rabbit in Zootropolis cornered by a predator closing in on you. I know it's a messed  sup metaphor, but it puts you in the zone of being unsure of yourself and your confident vocal side. I's like you're entering the lion's den and yo...