GANGED UP ON IN THE VERBAL SENSE

 Hey Wolfblood fans,

Humankind experiences this in the form of bullying, but it can happen in the conversational sense too. It can make you question so many things about who you are. It's a testament of how strong you are on the outside and not letting a person or group of people raise your Richter Scale of anxiety go through the roof. It's gonna put you on the opposite side of the fence between you and other familial members if it's in house. Getting the wind knocked out of your lungs by words isn't in your best interests it can make you become drained of outer confidence, but there's a chance you can take it personally cuz you're stumped and don't know what to do in that situation. It's like you're that rabbit in Zootropolis cornered by a predator closing in on you. I know it's a messed  sup metaphor, but it puts you in the zone of being unsure of yourself and your confident vocal side. I's like you're entering the lion's den and you don't know which direction you're meant to tqke in order to run to safety. Opening your mouth will get you in the trenches of trouble so why is it a big deal when you're getting lost i the void of silence? A person can really go for the jugular when you're feeling backed up against a fence and you can't climb it or go under it to escape the jagged shards of the words that embed into your skin and get underneath it, to the point where your soul shatters a little bit andd you lose yourself into the pit of defenseless judgements.

I'll stop rambling for now, but I've gotta tell you the nitty-gritty awfulness of it that sticks to your skin like an unimpressive itch that you can't get rid of. I will lay down some groundbreaking awe-inspiring advice. Sit back and relax against those fluffy pillows. Slide into your favourite pair of loungewear/PJ's/hoodies and joggers/T-shirts and jeans. Grab a packet of Mini Cheddars. Listen loud and crystal clear:

'You have to have some type of backbone to stand up for what you believe in. Being able to speak your mind no matter what in a situation. Sometimes it's easier to avoid conflict by going into the void of silence, but it's not worth melting in the background of becoming invisible. You have to bite the bullet and get all your words out into the atmosphere, and risk the chance of getting into a mountain of mistakes and troubles. It's gonna be a rocky ride to gain back your confidence cuz it's gonna take a few hits and turn into rubble, but you have to build yourself back up brick by brick.'

Ooh. That was some heavy hitting piece of advice. It's all about figuring out your place in a world full of strong independent voices battling against you, and not giving in to the damage that comes from getting swept aside so you can be the silent respectful persona. How should you break these things that stop you from coming into the real you so you can step into the spotlight of your outer potential? It's about stopping yourself from becoming a shadow in the darkness,  You have to forget about following the crowd of the status quo and grow into your voice, maybe it's too loud and not appropriate for being a perfect force into the Asian community. You have to break away from all the norms and just be imperfect and uniquely YOU. It doesn't matter if you can't be normal all the time and take all the messing around or jokes cuz you genuinely don't understand what a person is trying to tell you. In the heat of the moment it can get away from you. Everyone is throwing words at you like ammo ready to tear you to shreds, but you have to grow thicker skin so you can't get hurt every time someone gives you all the criticism in the world it's a way to give your character and sense of self a good ol' bashing.

I'll stop going on and on. This was a good chunk of outer thought. I'll get back to giving y'all some awesome out-of-this-world advice. Sit back and relax against those fluffy pillows, and grab a warm heavy quilt to snuggle up in. Slide into your favourite pair of loungewear/Pj's/hoodies and sweatshirts/joggers/T-shirts and shorts. Grab a bowl of Rice Cracker's  to munch on. Listen loud and crystal clear:

'You can't always be the one having the last word cuz you're hearing words being thrown at you left. right, and center you have to be able to have a counsel of defense from someone other than yourself even if you're not feeling like you're owning the heck out of your roaring lioness powerful voice. You should be able to squeeze into the mask that makes you stumble into your island of invisibility so everyone that knows you can back off when you feel insecure or not good enough as a human being.'

Yeah, this was a giant avalanche of advice that can settle in the gas tank of your psyche. It's about following your own path to the person that you're comfortable with becoming. You have to be able to create your own footsteps in the sand, and be able to draw your own lines in the dirt that other people will cross and not be able to come back from. Yes you'll have to lock your voice away deep down into the darkness of oblivion that is the void where you hide your true self away cuz you're afraid to get pummelled in the verbal sense. You'll wanna fly under the dark tunnel where no one can notice you, but that's some grade A level messed up ideology that will get you drowning in the whirlpool of doubt that is called figuring your shit out. You have to find that hidden key that unlocks your beautiful pitch-perfect voice that will soar over the rooftop and make the revolution to change happen. Crazy, stupid, foot in mouth syndrome personalities will test your fiery unintentional bravery that will make you butt heads with the angry bull personas that will make you dig a trench of trouble from the UK to no man's land. They'll say it's your funeral, but I'll say it's your chance to put yourself out there and believe in who you once were and who you're meant to be.

Okay, I'll stop rambling and go back to my turtle shell persona now. I'll lay down some awe-inspiring maddening, fan-boy/girl advice. Sit back and relax against those fluffy pillows and quilted blankets. Slide into your favourite pair of sliders/trainers/chucks/kicks/boots/slippers/heels, grab a tub of Haagen Daz to gobble. Listen loud and crystal clear:

'It's about being able to distract yourself from the aftermath of a person's words that settle under your skin to stay there like a rash that you can't get rid of. It's like a sucker-punch to the abdominal section of your body. Don't give those words the power to rattle around in the crevices of your overthinking complicated brain. It will set you on the trail of anxiety and panic to the eye of a storm that you can't come back from. It makes you feel like you're not sticking to the rules and regulations of the mould of perfection, when there's no such thing as being perfect, it's a myth and you can't escape the boxing ring of painful realisations that you're never gonna amount to this bar of expectations that is set sky-high, when you should be achieving your long list of sky-high dreams.'

I'll leave y'all to chew on that. I'll leave you with one powerful quote:

'It's us against the world.'

(Ginny and Georgia).

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