Creative Writing

  IT'S A HORRIBLE FEELING THAT EATS YOU UP ON THE INSIDE WHEN YOUR RIDE OR DIE TELLS YOU SOMEONE CHATTED ABOUT YOU WHEN YOU'RE IN ANOTHER ROOM OF THE HOUSE ESPECIALLY WHEN YOUR BUSINESS GETS AIRED ON VIDEO CALL AND BOUNCES AROUND FROM ONE CITY TO THE OTHER THEN YOU'RE FIGURING OUT THAT THE CLAWS ARE OUT AND YOU'RE NOT IN A SAFE ZONE ANYMORE YOU'RE IN ENEMY TERRITORY SO YOU GOTTA BE SNEAKY AND FIND OUT ALL OF THE FACTS BEFORE ONE OF THE MEMBERS OF YOUR FAMIGLIA-FAMILY TURNS ON YOU LIKE A FLASH IF THEY THINK YOU'VE RUINED THEIR TIME ON YOUR HOME TURF SO THEY TELL THEIR SON TO TELL THEIR DAUGHTER HOW YOU FUCKED UP WHEN IT'S NONE OF THEIR BUSINESS AND IT NEEDS TO STAY IN THE FOUR WALLS OF A HOUSE THAT'S IN YOUR HOME TURF CUZ IT'S DOWNRIGHT HUMILIATING IF YOU FIND OUT THE FACTS THAT SOMEONE HAS TARNISHED YOUR WHOLE CHARACTER BEHIND YOUR BACK WHEN YOU'VE NOT EVEN CAUSED THAT MUCH DRAMA JUST CUZ YOU'VE TAKEN MATTERS INTO YOUR OWN HANDS AND TRY TO DE...

  I'VE BEEN THROUGH A HELL AND BACK SITUATION FACING THESE BOMBS FROM A PERSON WHO THOUGHT THAT THEY COULD TRUST ME COMPLETELY BUT I FUCKED UP THERE SO ALL OF LAST MONTH I HAD MY CHARACTER JUDGED AND THAT SUCKS SO EVEN AFTER GIVING THEM A THOUSAND APOLOGIES THEY NEVER LISTENED AND PUT THEIR WALLS UP IN FRONT OF ME UNTIL I'M DROWNING IN PRE-TEEN ATTITUDE, SASS AND THESE TRUTH BOMBS EXPLODING IN MY FACE AND SHIT HIT THE FAN PRETTY FAST BUT ENOUGH OF MY PERSONAL ISSUES ON THIS SUBJECT SO NOW IT NEEDS TO GO BACK TO THE GENERALISATION OF THE TOPIC AT HAND SO PEOPLE WILL THROW THESE TRUTH BOMBS AT YOU THEY BRING UP YOUR UGLIST CHARACTERISTICS AND IT'S LIKE SOMEONE IS THROWING A STONE COLD BUCKET OF WATER OVER YOUR HEAD UNTIL YOU'RE DROWNING IN DARKENED THOUGHT JUST BECAUSE YOU'VE PISSED A PERSON OFF BY LETTING SENSITIVE INFO BACK TO THEIR PARENTAL IN THE AFTERMATH OF DRAMA THAT YOU'VE CREATED SO THE MOODY PRE-TEEN GETS ON YOUR CASE AND STARTS FORGETTING YOU'RE OLD...

  YOU DON'T MEAN FOR IT TO HAPPEN BUT WHEN IT DOES THERE'S NO ESCAPING IT EVEN IF YOU DIDN'T START IT IN THE FIRST PLACE. IT CAN GET UGLY AND A PERSON CAN TELL YOU THAT YOU'VE CAUSED AN UNNECESSARY BIT OF DRAMA THAT WASN'T EVEN YOUR FAULT IN THE FIRST INSTANCE. THEN THE PERSON WHO THINKS YOU'VE CAUSED SOME KIND OF DRAMA WILL TELL OTHER PEOPLE ABOUT IT WHEN YOU'RE NOT IN THE SAME SPACE AS THEM SO BE CAREFUL WHEN SOMEONE ELSE FILLS YOU IN ABOUT OTHER PEOPLE WHO'RE TALKING BEHIND YOUR BACK AND NEVER TELL ANYONE WHO'S RELATED TO THE PERSON WHO HAS SPREAD SOME LIES ABOUT YOU CAUSING DRAMA EVEN IF YOUR PARENTALS HAVE STUCK UP FOR YOU AND HELPED YOU IN A SITUATION IF PEOPLE HAVE NOT ASKED YOU IF YOU WANTED TO GO SOMEWHERE WITH THEM. OKAY I'M GONNA STOP RAMBLING AND GIVE YOU GUYS SOME AWESOME ADVICE SO GRAB YOUR FAVOURITE PAIR OF JOGGERS AND WHICHEVER T-SHIRT YOU ENJOY WEARING AND GRAB SOME BLANKETS AND PILLOWS AND SIT BACK AND RELAX AND GRAB SOME ICED C...

  HEARTS BREAK AND DUST GETS IN YOUR EYES TO DISGUISE THE TEARS THAT YOU WANNA SHED  CUZ YOU'RE FEELING LIKE YOU'RE A THIRD OR FOURTH WHEEL. DON'T BE SHY ABOUT HOW YOU'RE FEELING CUZ IT COULD GET REAL AWKWARD QUITE FAST AND YOU DON'T WANNA GET STUCK BETWEEN A ROCK AND A HARD PLACE. IF YOU'RE A CERTAIN AGE AND YOUR FAMIGLIA-FAMILY THINK  YOU'RE TOO IMMATURE TO KNOW ABOUT DRAMA IN THE FAM CUZ THEY'VE GOT TRUST ISSUES AND THEY LEAVE YOU OUT WHEN IT COMES TO NEW INFO  IT MAKES YOU FEEL LIKE YOU'RE A MISFIT AND YOU'RE NOT IN THE SAME LEAGUE AS THEM WHICH IS DOWNRIGHT RUDE AND DISCRIMINATING BUT DON'T GIVE INTO OTHER PEOPLE'S STEREOTYPES OF YOU CUZ YOU'RE BETTER THAN THEM AND YOU NEED TO BE THE BIGGER PERSON AND TELL THEM STRAIGHT UP ABOUT HOW YOU'RE AFFECTED BY ALL THE BS SURROUNDING YOU. I'M GONNA STOP RAMBLING AND GIVE Y'ALL SOME AWESOME ADVICE SO GRAB SOME PILLOWS AND BLANKETS AND SIT BACK AND RELAX AND GRAB SOME MINI ROLLS ...

  PRIVACY IS A NEED IN A YOUNG WOMAN/MAN'S LIFE BUT SOMETIMES IT'S NOT TAKEN INTO CONSIDERATION CUZ SOMEONE MIGHT HAVE MORE CONTROL WHEN IT COMES TO MAKING THE BIG DECISIONS IN THE ROOM. SOMETIMES YOUR CONTRIBUTIONS ARE PUT TOWARDS THE SMALLER THINGS WHEN IT COMES TO HAVING CREATIVE GENIUS CONTROL WHEN YOU REALLY WANT TO BE PART OF MAKING THE ROOM TO FIT YOUR STYLE. SOMETIMES YOU'LL REARRANGE A CERTAIN THING TO MAKE SPACE FOR YOURSELF SO IT MAKES YOU FEEL COMFORTABLE IN THE ROOM AND WHEN YOUR SIBLING COMES BACK FROM GOING SOMEWHERE AND TELLS YOU THAT YOU'VE MESSED UP THE VIBE OF THE ROOM IT WILL MAKE YOU FEEL LIKE YOU'VE HIT ROCK-BOTTOM WHEN THEY MAKE EXCUSES ABOUT ANXIETY EVEN THOUGH YOU'VE TRIED TO INCLUDE YOUR IDEAS INTO THE ROOM/AREA. I'VE RAMBLED ON FOR AGES BUT I'LL BE GIVING Y'ALL SOME AWE-INSPIRING ADVICE SO GRAB YOUR FAVOURITE PJS AND SIT BACK AND RELAX AGAINST ALL THE BLANKETS AND PILLOWS IN YOUR ROOM AND GRAB SOME MUFFINS AND LISTEN LOUD A...

  THIS IS THE MOST DIFFICULT THING TO DO WHEN SOMEONE TELLS YOU HOW UGLY YOUR SKINS LOOKS AND THE TURMOIL OF INSECURITY THAT EATS YOU UP ON THE INSIDE BUT EVERYONE'S BEAUTIFUL ON THE INSIDE AND THE OUTSIDE IN THEIR OWN WAYS SO WHY DO THEY HAVE TO MAKE DIGS AT YOU ABOUT YOUR SKIN? THE ANSWER IS CUZ THEY'RE GETTING OLD AND WRINKLY AND THEY'RE JEALOUS OF YOUR YOUNG FLAWLESS SKIN BUT DON'T TELL ANYONE THAT THEY'LL GO BERSERK. DON'T LET THE STATUS QUO TELL YOU HOW TO FIGURE OUT WHAT TO DO WITH YOUR SKIN JUST BE CONFIDENT EVEN IF THESE PEOPLE WHO CLAIM TO CARE ABOUT YOU THINK THAT YOU CAN'T HAVE CLEAR BEAUTIFUL SKIN AND GIVE YOU A WALLOPING ABOUT IT AND MAKE ALL YOUR CONFIDENCE VANISH INTO THIN AIR AND THEN CHUCK IT OUT THE WINDOW. WHO CARES IF YOU'RE SKIN IS SPOTTY FOR A BIT? THAT IS SHOWING A SIGN THAT YOU'RE ENTERING THE REALM OF TEENAGE-HOOD. IT DOESN'T MATTER TO THEM UNLESS YOU FIT IN WITH THE FAMILY INSTEAD OF DOING YOU AND NOT BLENDING IN WITH T...

  SOMETIMES IT OFFENDS PEOPLE WHEN YOU'RE HAPPY THAT THEY'RE GOING SOMEPLACE LIKE THE SHOPS AND YOU START DANCING IN CELEBRATION BUT THEY DON'T UNDERSTAND SOMETIMES YOU LIKE YOUR TIME TO JUST DESTRESS BY YOURSELF WITH NO ONE ELSE IN THE ROOM.  IT'S NOT YOUR FAULT IF YOU WANNA HAVE A BREAK FROM THE INSTRUCTIONS BEING FIRED AT YOU LIKE A MACHINE GUN AND IT'S NOT YOUR FAULT IF YOU'VE GOT A DARK SENSE OF HUMOUR AND YOU'RE JUST JOKING. HAVING ONE ON ONE TIME WITH YOURSELF ALLOWS YOU TO JUST HAVE A GOOD TIME WITHOUT WORRYING ABOUT WHAT OTHER PEOPLE ARE GONNA SAY TO YOU. ANYWAY I'VE RAMBLED ENOUGH SO I'M GONNA GIVE Y'ALL SOME WORDS OF INSPIRATION SO GRAB THOSE PILLOWS AND BLANKETS AND SIT BACK AND RELAX, GRAB SOME CHEESESTRING AND LISTEN LOUD AND CRYSTAL CLEAR 'DON'T EVER CHEER OR GET HAPPY WHEN THE PARENTALS ARE GOING SOMEWHERE CUZ THEN YOU'LL BE STUCK IN A LITTLE BIT OF TROUBLE SO YOU SHOULD JUST SAY OKAY AND PARTAY WHEN THEY'RE GONE...