OBSTACLES IN YOUR WAY

 Hey Narcos Fans,

Those people who are like Matt Murdock with his awesome cane skills while navigating the roads as a hot-shot lawyer or an avenging angel of a vigilante who wreaks violence in the dead of the night as his alter ego Daredevil, will not see obstacles cuz they don't have the 20/20 field of vision called the peripheral vision. They only see what's in front not in the surrounding areas it's like walking around a minefield and not guessing which bomb is gonna explode. Obstacles can cause major levels of anxiety or frustration because they have to figure out how to go around an object without getting injured. Then when an object is in-front of a screen and you can't see what you're viewing you get in a whole trench digging marathon of nothing but trouble. 

Having no relation to your issue from another person is gonna test your meter of patience and your ability to make another person be on the same level as you. Most of the time it doesn't work and you have set backs, your confident aura crumbles into dust and all the bricks of your carefully constructed wall of calm come crashing down and you get into the spiral of anger and frustration cuz you don't know what to do in the situation. One minute you're doing okay, cool as a cucumber next minute you're gonna flip your lid and erupt like a volcano. Going in another room works most of the time, not when you're drowning in the waterfall of panic and sadness cuz you're realising how much your difference is affecting another person cuz you're not getting the fact that they're a normal person and they do things differently than you can. 

Breathing in and out and regulating yourself can work if you're triggered, it works 50 percent of the time when you're drawing or doing your own thing. It's about being able to be comfortable in your own skin in your environment without crashing into things and getting bruised up on different body parts when you've already figured out the layout of your yard. It's about knowing exactly where you're going cuz you've got the layout mapped out in your head. When there's things or a whole human on the floor, you've gotta navigate around your space like a pro in a maze trying to get to the finish line. 

You use all your senses if you're ocularly impaired to navigate around in the dark nooks and crannies of your big house. Feeling around on the floor and finding things as well as training your brain to figure out where steps are in the dark is a huge feat and if there's obstacles it's gonna make it ten times harder and you have to be able to relax yourself before doing the whole foot in mouth thing and talking about what and how you can't see a thing. You use your hearing to figure out if someone is around or needs to back up if you're walking from one room to another. Try the whole sixth sense thing. 

Recently getting injured on objects is a go to thing because you're always walking on a flat surface so you know exactly what's gonna be there before even thinking about new ways to walk around the thing. If a object is in your way and you don't know how to move it, then don't be a hero and tty and touch it or anything. You'll be slipping in the quicksand of problematic issues. 

Okay that's all I got for now. 

Enjoy.

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