RIGHT THAT LAST CHAPTER WAS A BIT TOO TOUGH TO WRITE CUZ I DON'T KNOW A LOT ABOUT MOTIVATION AND DETERMINATION SO I THOUGHT I'LL CHANGE THE SUBJECT TO SOMETHING A LITTLE BIT MORE EASIER SO JUST HANG IN THERE WITH YOUR PHONES IPADS AND LAPTOPS IF YOU'RE READING ON THEM SO I WILL NOW GIVE YOU A SIMPLE DEFINITION OF LOW SELF ESTEEM IT JUST MEANS WHEN YOU FEEL SO DOWN IN THE DUMPS YOU JUST CAN'T GET BACK UP AND WHEN THERE ARE DENTS IN YOUR EGO SO DEEP YOU JUST WANNA FALL INTO THE CHASM OF BROKENESS SO THERE Y'ALL GO NOW LET'S STEAMROLL ONTO THE GEMS OF TRUE GUIDING ADVICE SO LISTEN LOUD AND CLEAR 'WHEN YOUR SELF ESTEEM IS TOO LOW THAT YOU JUST WANNA HIDE GRAB THE HANDLES ON THE WALL AND CLIMB BACK UP TIL YOU'RE UNSTOPPABLE SO THE ARROWS OF THE HUMILIATING WORDS JUST BOUNCE OFF YOU LIKE A REBOUNDING SOUNDWAVE' OK I KNOW IT WAS TOO DEEP AND MEANINGFUL BUT IT JUST HELPS TO HEAR DEEP SOULFUL THINGS LIKE THAT BECAUSE YOUR SELF ESTEEM CAN BE LOW BY THE PEOPLE GIVING YOU THE DARK HOPELESS STARES OF STONE COLD DISSAPPOINTMENT BECAUSE YOU DON'T FIT IN A CERTAIN MOULD OF BLACK AND WHITE STRAIGHTFORWARD DICTATING THOUGHTS AND PERSONALITY BUT YOU GOTTA JUST STARE BACK DEFIANTLY AND NOT LET ALL THE TEARS OF NUMBING EMOTIONLESSNESS FALL DOWN YOUR FACE LIKE A RAINSTORM SO I WILL NOW STOP RAMBLING AND GIVE YOU MORE WORDS OF GUIDING ADVICE 'WHEN YOU FEEL DOWN IN THE DUMPS AND FEEL LIKE THERE'S NOTHING LEFT ON THE INSIDE AND YOU'RE TOO BARE TO FEEL ANYTHING BUT THE SCARS OF HATRED THEN FIND THE SPARKS OF IMAGINATION AND TURN IT INTO A FASCINATION' YEAH A LITTLE HEAVY ON THE ADVICE BUT YOU SOMETIMES HAVE TO GET THROUGH THE HARDENED BLISTERS IN LIFE AND FORGET ABOUT RUNNING FROM THE IMPORTANT THINGS LIKE MEMORIES AND HERE NOW AND FOREVER MOMENTS THAT COUNT AND SAVOUR THEM SO I'LL STOP RANTING ON AND ON AND GIVE MORE WORDS OF ADVICE 'DON'T STOP BEING DETERMIND EVEN IF YOU DON'T WANNA FELL ALL POWERFUL' SO I KNOW Y'ALL SOMETIMES WANNA HIDE BEHIND THE MASK OF UNCONQUERED FEAR SO WHY NOT BE BADASS KINGS AND QUEENS AND SMASH DOWN THE FORCEFIELDS OF HIDDEN FEARS AND BREAK DOWN THE WALLS OF BURDEN ON YOUR SHOULDERS AND JUST LET GO YOU DON'T NEED TO HAVE THE WHOLE WORLD ON YOUR SHOULDERS JUST LIVE A LITTLE MORE TAKE RISKS AND BE AS REBELLIOUS AS YOU CAN NOW WILL STOP TALKING TOO MUCH AND GOING WAY OFF TOPIC SO I WILL NOW GIVE YOU A CHANCE TO GRAB YOUR BLANKETS AND PILLOWS AND LAPTOPS AND OTHER DEVICES THAT ALLOW YOU TO GET THE ENLIGHTENMENT OF THIS HEARTWARMING ADVICE SO HERE WE GO 'IF YOU FEEL LIKE YOU'RE HANGING ON A KNIFE EDGE THEN CRAWL BACK UP THE SLIPPERY SLOPE OF REGRET AND GUILT THAT'S HOLDING YOU BACK AND EMBRACE THE THRILL OF BRAVERY AND JUST FEEL LIKE YOU'RE ON TOP OF THE WORLD AND JUST BE THE PERSON WHO YOU ARE ON THE INSIDE SO DON'T HIDE THE BEAUTY OF FGHTING FOR WHAT'S RIGHT AND FIGHT FOR THE SHIPWRECK OF EMOTIONS BUILDING UP ON THE INSIDE LIKE AN UNSTOPPABLE FORCE' HEY THAT WAS A TIOTAL EMOTIONAL PULLING OF INNER CHORDS THAT CANNOT BE UNDERSTOOD ON ANOTHER LEVEL BUT I'M JUST SAYING WHY PLAY IT SAFE EVERYONE HAS A LITTLE WILD SIDE TO THEM SO WHY NOT BE A LITTLE RECKLESS INSTEAD AND JUST BRUSH OFF ALL THE RESPONSIBILITY THAT IS SETTLING ON YOUR SHOULDERS LIKE DUST FOR A LITTLE WHILE SO I WILL STOP MY RAMBLING AND GET WITH THE PROGRAM AND GET BACK ON TRACK SO NOW I WILL THROW MY WISE WORDS OF ADVICE ON THE PAGE SO HERE GOES 'WHEN THE FIERY BULLETS OF HUMILIATING WORDS OF LECTURE HIT YOU LIKE A BURNING STING JUST LET THE TEARS FALL SOWN YOUR FACE LIKE THE STONE COLD DROPLETS OF RAIN AND JUST LET YOURSELF FALL IN THE CHASM OF SILENCE FOR A BIT BUT THEN DRY ALL THEM POINTLESS TEARS AND TURN YOURSELF INTO THE ROCK HARD STONE OF TOUGHNESS AND TURN YOURSELF INTO THE EMOTIONLESS BLANK CANVAS OF CLOSED UPNESS FOR A BIT CUZ TBH THE ONES WHO HURT YOU DON'T NEED TO SEE THE BRIGHT BUBBLY FEISTY ATTITUDE FILLED PERSONA THAT YOU SHOW ON A DAILY BASIS' I KNOW THAT WAS A LONG DEEP CHUNK OF ADVICE FOR Y'ALL TO CHEW ON BUT Y'ALL NEED TO MAN UP SOMETIMES WHEN SOME ONE PUTS A COUPLA DENTS IN YOUR EGO TO BRUISE IT ON SO MANY OTHER LEVELS THAT YOU JUST WANNA CRUMPLE UP ON THE SIDEWALK LIKE UNWANTED TRASH OK I KNOW I WENT A LITTLE AMERICAN WITH SOME OF THE WORDS BUT IT DON'T MATTER WHAT MATTERS IS PICKING YOURSELF UP AND RISING FROM THE ASHES A THOUSAND TIMES AND PUSH HARDER TO ACHEIVE SOME KIND OF MUTUAL UNDERSTANDING WITH THOSE CLOSE PEOPLE THAT YOU CALL FAMILY AND FRIENDS EVEN IF YOU KEEP ON SINGING THEIR NAME BUT THAT DON'T MATTER BECAUSE TO BEAT THIS LOW SELF ESTEEM YOU NEED TO JUST FORGET ABOUT THE PAST AND JUST WIPE IT AWAY AND START ON A CLEAN SLATE WITH THESE PEOPLE SO I KNOW I'VE RAMBLED ON TOO MUCH BUT I WILL NOW GIVE YOU A FEW PIECES OF MAGICAL ADVICE 'JUST HANG ONTO THOSE MOMENTS OF HAPPINESS AND CREATE NEW MOMENTS OF HAPPINESS AND HERE NOW FOREVER MOMENTS WITH THE BEST PEOPLE IN LIFE JUST RELAX ACT CHILLED OUT AND LEAVE THE VOLCANIC WAVE OF RED HOT ANGER BACK IN THE WINGS OF THE TAPESTRIES OF THE PAST' YEAH IT WAS LONG BUT JUST KEEP ALL THIS ADVICE AND THE ABOVE ADVICE THROUGHOUT THIS CHAPTER STUCK IN YOUR MINDS LIKE SUPERGLUE SO I WILL NOW BE SIGNING OFF
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