Walking Away from Convos

 IT'S PERFECTLY OKAY TO WALK AWAY FROM PEOPLE WHEN YOU'RE FEELING STRESSED OUT BECAUSE THESE CONVOS CAN GET INTENSE AND THEY TAKE AWAY THAT LITTLE BIT OF HAPPINESS THAT YOU THOUGHT YOU KEPT HOLDING ONTO. WELL IF YOU'RE FEELING LIKE YOU'RE GONNA EXPLODE WITH ALL THE STRESS THAT'S MAKING YOU WISH THAT THE GROUND WOULD OPEN UP AND SWALLOW YOU UP BECAUSE YOU'RE NOT GOOD ENOUGH FOR PEOPLE UNTIL THEY POINT OUT YOUR IMPERFECTIONS BECAUSE YOUR PERSONALITY ISN'T MEETING SOMEONE'S EXPECTATION OF PERFECTION UNTIL THEY'RE TELLING YOU YOU'RE A DISAPPOINTMENT BECAUSE YOU CAN'T TAKE THE HEAT. INFACT THESE CONVERSATIONS MAKE YOU FEEL LIKE YOU'RE BURSTING INTO FLAMES BECAUSE EVERYONE SEES YOU AS A CHILD WHEN YOU'RE A SPECIAL PERSON THAT DOESN'T FIT INTO PEOPLE'S MOULDS OF PERFECTION BECAUSE YOU'RE NOT A EMOTIONLESS ROBOT LIKE THE REST OF YOUR PERFECT OLDER SIBLING.  ANYWAY ENOUGH OF MY RAMBLING I'M GONNA LET YOU GUYS SIT BACK AND RELAX AGAINST THOSE PILLOWS AND GRAB SOME SNACKS SO YOU CAN LISTEN LOUD AND CRYSTAL CLEAR 'PEOPLE DON'T CARE ABOUT THOSE LITTLE TINY FRAGILE THIGS YOU CALL GLASS THEY'LL RIP THEM INTO LITTLE SHARDS OF GLASS AND NOT CARE SO YOU GOTTA BUILD YOUR WALLS AROUND YOU LIKE A PROTECTIVE CAGE OF ARMOUR. YOU NEED TO PROTECT YOUR HEART WITH THIS CAGE OF ARMOUR BECAUSE IT COULD SHATTER WITHIN A TINY SECOND AND YOU WILL NEVER BE THE SAME AGAIN SO YOU GOTTA MASK ALL YOUR EMOTIONS INTO THE CLASSIC POKER FACE SO THAT THEY CAN'T SEE THAT YOU'RE A WRECK ON THE INSIDE AND THE OUTSIDE AND MOST IMPORTANTLY YOU GOTTA KEEP THAT DAM OF EMOTION UNDER CONTROL BECAUSE THOSE ROBOTS I MENTIONED EARLIER WILL NEVER UNDERSTAND THE TSUNAMI OF EMOTION' WHOA THAT WAS A MASSIVE BIT OF ADVICE BUT LATELY I'VE SEEN ROBOTIC FORCES IN ACTION SO WHEN YOU WALK AWAY REMEMBER TO CREATE A STORM THAT WILL LEAVE A TRAIL OF DESTRUCTION IN YOUR PATH BECAUSE YOU'RE GONNA NEED TO REMAIN STRONG AND POWERFUL EVEN WHEN YOU'RE KICKED IN THE GUT WITH THOSE WORDS OF LECTURE THAT NEVER STOP RAINING DOWN ON YOU LIKE GRENADES. RULE NUMBER 1 DON'T FORGET TO WALK AWAY WITH STYLE! DON'T JUST STORM OFF BECAUSE THAT WILL TARNISH YOUR BRIGHT SPOTLIGHT THAT IS ON YOU WHEN YOU WALK THE WALK. OK I'M GONNA STOP RAMBLING AND LAY DOWN SOME AWE INSPIRING ADVICE SO SIT BACK AND RELAX CUZ I'M ABOUT TO BLOW YOUR MIND 'DON'T BACK DOWN FROM THE FIGHT EVEN IF IT GETS TOO PERSONAL CUZ YOU NEED TO BE STRONG AND ASSERTIVE BECAUSE PEOPLE CAN'T WALK ALL OVER YOU IF YOU'RE A MEAN BOSS LADY OR MAN' I KNOW THIS ADVICE MIGHT BE HARD TO ACHIEVE BECAUSE PEOPLE DON''T LET YOU USE YOUR VOICE EVEN IF YOU'RE TOLD TO 'SHUT UP'  CUZ REMEMBER YOU'RE SEEN AS BEING ROTTEN TO THE CORE BY OTHER PEOPLE SO YOU GOTTA ROCK THE WHOLE ROARING LIKE A LION/LIONESS VIBE. YOU GOTTA 'LAUGH IN THE FACE OF DANGER' WHEN YOU FEEL LIKE SOMEONE IS GETTING ON YOUR CASE AND CLINGING TO YOUR BACK AND WHEN YOU WALK AWAY FROM THAT TOXIC STRESSFUL ENVIRONMENT YOU GET A MOUTHFUL FROM THAT ROBOTIC PERSON WHO LIVES ON A PEDESTAL OF PERFECTION BUT YOU NEED TO KNOCK THEM OFF THAT MESSED UP UNREALISTIC REDESTAL. ANYWAY I NEED TO STOP RAMBLING NOW AND LAY DOWN SOME MINDBLOWING ADVICE SO STAY TUNED FROM THE SCREENS THAT YOU'RE READING THIS FROM CUZ YOU'LL BE HOOKED BY THIS PIECE OF ADVICE 'REMEMBER THAT YOU'RE A BADASS KING/QUEEN SO USE THAT POWER TO BE A BOSSY PERSON AND TELL THOSE PEOPLE WHO THINK YOU'RE A KID THAT THEY NEED TO TAKE A LONG HARD LOOK AND APPRECIATE ALL THE GOOD THINGS ABOUT YOU CUZ IT  TOUCHES A FEW NERVES QUITE DEEPLY AND IT MAKES YOU THINK YOU'RE NOT WORTHY OF BEING YOUR BEST SELF AND YOU HAVE TO DRILL THE FACT THAT YOU'RE A GODDAMN LEGEND' OOH THAT WAS SOME POWERFUL ADVICE CUZ EVERYONE IN THIS SPACE IS A HERO SO YOU CAN VENT AS MUCH AS YOU WANT JUST LIKE I'M DOING RIGHT NOW. I REALLY THINK THAT WHEN YOU REACH A CERTAIN LIMIT YOU JUST SNAP LIKE AN EMOTIONAL ELASTIC BAND BECAUSE THE PEOPLE WHO CARE ABOUT YOU LIKE TO PUSH YOUR BUTTONS UNTIL THIS MASSIVE WAVE OF ANGER IS UNLEASHED AND YOU'RE SEEN AS A MONSTER WHEN YOU'RE JUST FRUSTRATED CUZ YOU THINK THE WORLD'S AGAINST YOU SINCE YOU DON'T FEEL LIKE YOU'RE ON TOP OF THE WORLD CUZ IT REALLY SUCKS. ANYWAY I'M GONNA BE A LITTLE BIT MORE SAVAGE AND LAY DOWN SOME AMAZING ADVICE THAT YOU CAN REALLY CHEW ON 'EVERYONE'S  GOT FLAWS AND IMPERFECTIONS AND WHEN PERFECT PEOPLE SEE THEM THEY WALK AWAY FROM YOU CUZ THEY DON'T WANNA ACCEPT THE REAL YOU WHEN YOU SHOW YOUR TRUE COLOURS BUT YOU'VE GOTTA KEEP IT REAL WITH PEOPLE EVEN IF YOU COME ACROSS AS RUDE OR SAVAGE JUST KNOW THAT THERE'LL BE PEOPLE OUT THERE WHO WILL LOVE YOUR CRAZY PERSONALITY CUZ THEY'LL APPRECIATE YOUR FLAWS,IMPERFECTIONS,SAVAGENESS ETC'  THAT WAS A WHOLE OVERLOAD OF ADVICE THAT IS TRUE TO WHO I AM AS A PERSON, YOU JUST GOTTA GROW A THICKER SKIN  AND TRY TO DODGE THE ARROWS OF WORDS THAT CAN BE USED TO HURT YOU UNTIL YOU'RE SUCKED INTO THE BLACK HOLE OF OBLIVION BUT YOU GOTTA PUSH THROUGH THAT SEARING RED HOT POKER OF PAIN BY GETTING BACK UP FROM THE STONE COLD GROUND AND YOU FIGHT BACK WITH YOUR OWN AMMUNITION OF WORDS THAT CAN BE EQUALLY HURTFUL CUZ WE USE WORDS AS WEAPONS. OK I'M GONNA LEAVE YOU WITH ONE LAST GOLDEN PIECE OF ADVICE SO LISTEN LOUD AND CRYSTAL CLEAR 'DON'T LET ANYONE TELL YOU YOU'RE A WASTE OF SPACE BECAUSE YOU'RE A STRONG BEAUTIFUL INDIVIDUAL WHO WON'T GO DOWN WITHOUT A FIGHT WHEN YOU'RE BEING BACKED INTO A CORNER BY 3 DIFFERENT PEOPLE. JUST TELL YOURSELF THAT YOU CAN CONQUER THE WORLD WITHOUR ANYONE RUINING YOUR CONFIDENCE AND SELF ESTEEM EVEN WHEN YOU'RE BEING TOLD HOW UNWORTHY YOUR ARE BECAUSE YOU'RE VIEWED AS THIS UGLY INDIVIDUAL WHO NEEDS TO WATCH THEIR MOUTH'  THIS IS A VITAL PIECE OF ADVICE THAT YOU NEED TO REMEMBER WHEN YOU DON'T HAVE THE STRENGTH TO CARRY ON OVERCOMING THESE CONVERSATIONS THAT TURN INOT A LECTURE REALLY EASILY.

THIS IS ME SIGNING OFF NOW

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