EXPERIENCEING LOSS

WELL THIS IS A VERY DARK AND MONOTONOUS THING TO BE WRITING DOWN BUT RECENTLY DUE TO THE CORONA VIRUS THAT IS SPREADING LIKE WILDFIRE IN THE UK A LOT OF PEOPLE HAVE DIED DUE TO IT SO CORONA HAS SPREAD LIKE A RAGING FIRE AND IT WILL NOT BE PUT OUT QUICKLY. IT'S LIKE THE MESSED UP VIRUS IS ADDING MORE FUEL TO THE FIRE. RECENTLY IN MY FAMILY I HAVE EXPERIENCED LOSS AND IT'S NOT GREAT. IT'S LIKE THERE'S A DARK CLOUD THAT'S LOOMING OVER YOUR HEART AND IT DOESN'T GO AWAY. THIS DARK CLOUD BRINGS A RAGING FIRE INSIDE YOUR CHEST UNTIL YOUR CHEST CONSTRICTS AND YOU CAN'T BREATHE IT'S LIKE YOU'RE GASPING FOR AIR BUT YOUR LUNGS DON'T WANT TO BREAHTE ANY AIR IN. tHE TEARS DON'T STOP BECAUSE YOUR HEART IS LITERALLY BROKEN INTO A THOUSAND SHARDS LIKE GLASS BUT THE JAGGED SHARD JUST STICKS INSIDE YOUR HEART AND PUNCTURES IT LIKE A KNIFE PUNCTURING THROUGH YOUR SKIN WHEN YOU GET CUT. IT HURTS SO DEEPLY AND YOU CAN NEVER BRING THE PERSON BACK. GUYS SIT BACK AND LISTEN TO MY WORDS OF ADVICE CUZ YOUR MINDS ARE GONNA BE BLOWN. HERE GOES NOTHING SO LISTEN LOUD AND CRYSTAL CLEAR 'YOU SHOULD NEVER TAKE PEOPLE FOR GRANTED IN THIS LIFE CUZ YOU NEVER KNOW WHEN IT'S A LITTLE TOO LATE SO CHERISH THEM WHILE THEY'RE STILL WITH YOU CUZ WHEN THEY'RE GONE YOU FEEL LIKE A PART OF YOU IS MISSING SO HOLD ON TO THAT PERSON WHEN YOU CAN' IT'S TRUE SOMETIMES WE SAY THINGS TO PEOPLE AND THEN WHEN THEY'RE GONE AND NO LONGER IN THIS CRAZY FUCKED UP WORLD THEN WE REGRET WHAT WE'VE SAID TO THEM SO YOU JUST NEED TO REMEMBER THAT YOU GOTTA GIVE THAT ONE PERSON LOVE AND RESPECT CUZ WHEN THEY'RE SIX FEET UNDER THEN YOU'LL REMEMBER WHAT YOU DID AND YOU MIGHT REMEMBER THEM WITH ALL THE GOOD MEMORIES YOU SHARED WITH THEM. SO HERE'S ANOTHER THING TO REMEMBER ONCE THAT PERSON'S GONE THEY ARE RESTING IN PEACE CUZ MAYBE IN THEIR LIFE PEOPLE REALLY HURT THEM FOR UNKNOWN REASONS BUT AT LEAST THEY'VE GONE TO A BETTER PLACE WHICH IS  PARADISE. NO MATTER HOW HARD IT IS TO LET THEM GO YOU HAVE TO BE THE STRONGER PERSON AND JUST LET THEM GO BECAUSE THEY ARE LIVING THEIR BEST LIFE WHEN THEY ARE IN PARADISE BECAUSE IT'S AN AMAZING PLACE AND THEIR TIME IN THE AFTERLIFE WILL BE BLESSED CUZ THEY'RE SUFFERED TRHOUGH HARDSHIP WITH PATIENCE AND NOT GIVEN UP WHEN THEY FACED THE MOST DIFFICULT TIMES IN THEIR LIVES. ANYWAY ENOUGH OF MY RAMBLINGS BUT WHEN YOU EXPERIENCE LOSS YOU GOTTA UNDERSTAND ONE THING GOD GIVES AND TAKES AND DEATH DOESN'T CARE ABOUT AGE OR TIME CUZ WHEN IT'S A PERSON'S TIME THEN IT'S THEIR TIME TO LEAVE THIS WORLD AND DEPART TO A BETTER PLACE. THERE'S THIS ONE LINE THAT REALLY  EXPRESSES DEATH IN A DEEP AND MEANINGFUL WAY 'EVERYONE SHALL TASTE DEATH' THIS IS A QUOTE FROM A LINE IN THE QURAN BUT IT JUST GETS YOU TO THINK THAT  CORONA TAKES LIVES BUT SOMEONE WHO IS FIGHTING THE VIRUS AND DIES RECIEVES MARTYRDOM IF THEY'VE SUFFERED TRIALS AND TRIBULATIONS IN THE WORLD AND FACED THEM WITH PATIENCE AND SILENCE AND HAD FAITH IN THE ALMIGHTY THEN THEY'LL GET MARTYRDOM  WHEN THEY DIE. SO BEING A MARTYR IS A ONE WAY TICKET TO PARADISE AND YOU'RE A TRULY PIOUS PERSON  IN THE EYES OF THE ALMIGHTY. YEAH I KNOW I WENT A LITTLE RELIGIOUS IN THIS CHAPTER BUT WHEN YOU EXPERIENCE LOSS YOU HAVE TO THINK QUITE POSITIVELY ABOUT IT TO GET BACK UP AND GET ON WITH YOUR LIFE BECAUSE LIFE CARRIES ON AFTER A PERSON LEAVES THE WORLD AND EVEN IF IT HURTS LIKE SOMEONE'S PUT SALT IN YOUR WOUND YOU JUST NEED TO BE STRONG CUZ THERE'S A WHOLE ARMY OF PEOPLE WHO ARE GONNA BE THERE FOR YOU TO MAKE SURE YOU'RE OKAY EVEN IF YOU'RE FEELING LIKE YOU HIT ROCK BOTTOM THEY'LL BE THE ONES TO SAY 'HEY WE'RE HERE FOR YOU SO JUST TAKE IT ONE STEP AT A TIME AND EVENTUALLY YOU'LL THE PAIN WILL EBB AWAY AND DIE LIKE AN ESTINGUISHING FLAME'  BUT SOMETIMES YOU JUST GOTTA USE THAT FIRE THAT'S BURNING THROUGH YOUR VEINS LIKE HOT VOLCANIC MOLTEN LAVA AND GET BACK TO THE SENSE OF NORMALITY EVEN IF IT TAKES A LONG TIME TO DO IT.  CUZ YOU HAVE TO MOVE ON SOMEDAY CUZ 'LIFE'S A RACE' IT WILL NEVER SLOW DOWN IT'LL SPEED UP UNTIL YOU REACH A FINISH LINE. 

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