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  Ooh Heart racin’ dum da dum until I can hear all the blood rushin’ in ma ears. That’s the call of trouble callin’ out to me cuz I’m attracted to it like moth to flame. I’m pushin’ and bendin’ all the rules to ma will. The fiery spark of rebellion is burnin’ through ma veins just like the red hot volcanic wave of anger. Don’t wanna let out the dam of emotion like a river of tears. We crash into each other like bada bing bada boom. It feels like thunder and lightening crashin’ together, opinion and strength fightin’ against each other like fire and ice. I’m feelin’ that spark of fire of defiance comin’ alive and gluin’ ma tower of confidence back   together. It’s like ma stone cold heart has slowly melted and turned into a burnin’ sun once again. Now I’m remakin’ the road of destiny until I’m risin’ outta the ashes like a badass queen. Yeah (x2) The fire’s spreadin’ on the inside turnin’ me into a mess of hot molten lava cuz I’m settin’ ma world on fire. ...

SELF ASSURANCE (BEING SURE OF YOURSELF)

  TO BE HONEST I DON'T THINK I'VE REALLY TOUCHED ON THIS TOPIC SO HERE'S TO SOMETHING COMPLETELY NEW. BEING SURE OF YOURSELF CAN TAKE GUTS BECAUSE ONE MINUTE YOU CAN'T MAKE YOUR MIND UP ABOUT THE CHOICES YOU WANNA MAKE BUT THE NEXT MINUTE YOU'RE OOZING WITH CONFIDENCE AND YOU'RE LIKE 'YEAH I GOT THIS' IT'S LIKE THIS SPARK HAS BEEN LIT UP INSIDE YOU AND THOSE ESTINGUISHED FLAMES OF COCKINESS AND SELF CONFIDENCE HAVE SUDDENLY FUELED THAT BURNING EMBER OF FIRE TO  COME ALIVE IN YOUR EYES AND WHOLE BODY. SOMETIMES PEOPLE CAN TELL YOU TO DO SOMETHING OR PUSH YOU TO DO SOMETHING GREAT AND PUT PRESSURE ON YOU SO YOU FEEL LIKE THERE'S A THOUSAND BRICKS THAT ARE STUCK ON YOUR CHEST AND YOU CAN'T BREATHE BUT WHEN YOU'RE SURE OF YOURSELF THEN YOU INSTANTLY SAY NO I'M GONNA DO WHAT I WANNA DO AND DON'T SAY THAT DOING SOMETHING CREATIVE AND INSANE MIGHT BE A BAD THING CUZ AT THE END OF THE DAY I'M DOING SOMETHING THAT MAKES ME HAPPY AND SU...
GUYS DOES IT REALLY MATTER HOW YOU LOOK? NAH Y'ALL NEED TO LEARN TO BLOCK OUT THIS MESSED UP SHALLOWNESS THAT THE WORLD'S THROWING AT YOU. YOU GOTTA LOVE HOW YOU LOOK WHEN YOU STARE AT YOURSELF IN THE MIRROR TEN TIMES A DAY. SO JUST CHILLAX IT'S NOT LIKE YOU GOTTA PLEASE EVERYONE YOU JUST GOTTA TELL YOURSELF I LOOK GOOD ONCE OR TWICE. NOW SIT BACK AND RELAX CUZ I'M GONNA BE LAYING DOWN SOME AMAZING WORDS THAT WILL BLOW YOUR MIND 'SOMETIMES YOU CAN BE ASHAMED OF HOW YOU'RE BODY LOOKS WELL TO HELL WITH THAT CUZ IT DOESN'T MATTER CUZ YOU'RE GONNA GET JUDGED BY EVERYONE NO MATTER HOW HARD YOU TRY TO CHANGE YOUR LOOK SO YOU HAVE TO LEARN TO NOT GIVE TWO SHITS ABOUT WHAT THEY SAY YOU GOTTA GROW A THICKER SKIN THEN THEM AND JUST BE LIKE I'M GONNA BE MYSELF CUZ I HAPPEN TO LIKE MY BODY AND I'M THE NEW BEAUTIFUL THESE DAYS' OK THAT WAS A TON OF ADVICE BUT PEOPLE THESE DAYS DON'T KNOW HOW TO APPRECIATE YOUR BODY THEY'RE LIKE 'GIRL YOU'...
YEAH I KNOW IT'S A LONG TITLE BUT THIS SUBJECT IS FOR ALL YOU READERS WHOSE OPINIONS/ACTIONS TEND TO MAKE THOSE AROUND YOU PISSED OFF OR JUST VEXED AT YOU WHEN YOU DO STUPID THINGS OR MAYBE THE PERSON DISLIKES YOUR PERSONALITY IN GENERAL I DON'T KNOW. GUYS JUST HANG IN THERE CUZ 'WHEN THE GOING GETS TOUGH YOU JUST NEED TO WALK THROUGH THE THORNY PATH OF SELF LOATHING AND JUST CRACK THE SHELL OF PROTECTION AROUND YOU UNTIL YOU ARE COMFORTABLE IN YOUR OWN SKIN' SO WHEREEVER YOU ARE READING FROM JUST KNOW THAT WHEN YOU ARE READING ON YOUR LAPTOPS, IPADS, TABLETS, PCS AND PHONES THERE'LL BE A TON OF ADVICE AND WORDS OF AWE-INSPIRING QUOTES TO GET YOU THROUGH THE DAY. SO GUYS IF Y'ALL HAVE ANY SIBLING RIVALRY IT'S COMPLETELY NORMAL BRUH THEY'LL GET MARRIED ONE DAY AND LEAVE YOU IN PEACE HECK MAYBE THEY'LL  LEG IT TO ANOTHER COUNTRY SO MY ADVICE TO YOU IS 'SIT TIGHT AND HANG IN THERE CUZ YOU CAN ONLY BE THE BEST VERSION OF YOURSELF' SOMETIMES PEOP...

EXPERIENCEING LOSS

WELL THIS IS A VERY DARK AND MONOTONOUS THING TO BE WRITING DOWN BUT RECENTLY DUE TO THE CORONA VIRUS THAT IS SPREADING LIKE WILDFIRE IN THE UK A LOT OF PEOPLE HAVE DIED DUE TO IT SO CORONA HAS SPREAD LIKE A RAGING FIRE AND IT WILL NOT BE PUT OUT QUICKLY. IT'S LIKE THE MESSED UP VIRUS IS ADDING MORE FUEL TO THE FIRE. RECENTLY IN MY FAMILY I HAVE EXPERIENCED LOSS AND IT'S NOT GREAT. IT'S LIKE THERE'S A DARK CLOUD THAT'S LOOMING OVER YOUR HEART AND IT DOESN'T GO AWAY. THIS DARK CLOUD BRINGS A RAGING FIRE INSIDE YOUR CHEST UNTIL YOUR CHEST CONSTRICTS AND YOU CAN'T BREATHE IT'S LIKE YOU'RE GASPING FOR AIR BUT YOUR LUNGS DON'T WANT TO BREAHTE ANY AIR IN. tHE TEARS DON'T STOP BECAUSE YOUR HEART IS LITERALLY BROKEN INTO A THOUSAND SHARDS LIKE GLASS BUT THE JAGGED SHARD JUST STICKS INSIDE YOUR HEART AND PUNCTURES IT LIKE A KNIFE PUNCTURING THROUGH YOUR SKIN WHEN YOU GET CUT. IT HURTS SO DEEPLY AND YOU CAN NEVER BRING THE PERSON BACK. GUYS SIT BACK A...
HEY I GUESS THAT NOW A DAYS PEOPLE USE LIKE A TON OF WORDS BUT THEY DON'T ALWAYS ADD MEANING RIGHT? ANYWAY WHY USE YOUR WORDS AT ALL IF YOU'RE GOING TO LECTURE EVERY FIVE SECONDS BUT THEN AGAIN YOU GET THOSE TYPES OF PEOPLE WHO USE THEIR WORDS IN BLACK AND WHITE DIALOUGE BUT WHY? ALSO DO PEOPLE REALLY NEED TO GO AROUND SHOUTING THEIR WORDS I MEAN BEING AN INDIVIDUAL OPINIONATED PERSON MAY REQUIRE SOME OF US TO GET ARGUMENTATIVE BUT THEN THAT IS JUST CLASSED AS BAD ATTITUDE AND WHY ON EARTH WOULD YOU WANT TO JUST SCREAM IN FRUSTRATION WELL I HAVE MANY THEORIES TO THAT ONE COULD BE THAT NO ONE HEARS YOU OUT AND MAYBE ANOTHER COULD BE BECAUSE YOU NEVER LISTEN TO ANYONE BUT THOSE ARE PROBABLY SOME OF THE WRONG REASONS FOR THIS WORDS NEED TO BE EXPRESSED AND I MEAN THROUGH THOUGHTS AND VOCALLY LIKE WHY DO WE AS PEOPLE SUFFER AND I MAY BE RANTING BUT GET IT STRAIGHT NOW AS A MATTER OF FACT PERSON I WOULD SAY THAT YOU JUST NEED TO GO WITH THE FLOW AND CARRY ON SOME PEOPLE WILL BE...
TOO EMOTIONAL FOR SOME BUT IT'S BEAUTIFUL AND MOVING IT STRIKES A CHORD IN YOUR DEEP DARKENED HEART BUT SOME PEOPLE FINDE THAT IT IS MEANINGLESS BUT NO YOU GOT THE WRONG IDEA WHAT';S MORE IT'S SOUL NUMBING BUT WHY DON'T PEOPLE JUST CLOSE THEIR EYES AND JUST BREATHE IN THE WORDS AND JUST LOOK DEEP DOWN ON THE INSIDE AND JUST FORGET ABOUT THE COLD DARK ICY JUDGEMENT WRITTEN IN THEIR EYES BUT FORGET ABOUT THE RANTING FOR NOW I'LL JUST GO AND CHANGE THE PLAN AND WHY OD PEOPLE HAVE TO BE SO CRITICAL ABOUT IT MAN CAN'T THEY JUST LET THE WORDS WASH OVER THEM AND TAKE THEM AWAY TO THE WATERFALL OF NUMBING HAPPINESS MAN OR MAYBE THE DEEP DARK DEPTHS OF THE UNKNOWN SO WHY DO PEOPLE HAVE TO CHASE THE PAGES OF MEANINGFUL WORDS INTO THE RAINSTREAKED PUDDLES OF MISINTERPRETATION FOR GOD I FEEL LIKE I'VE JUST WALKED INTO A WALL AND DISAPPEARED INTO A THOUSAND BROKEN SHARDS OF DUST DO YOU REALLY HAVE TO FORGET ABOUT THE CRAZY WHIRLPOOL OF DARK INKSTAINED WORDS THAT TOU...