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EXPERIENCEING LOSS

WELL THIS IS A VERY DARK AND MONOTONOUS THING TO BE WRITING DOWN BUT RECENTLY DUE TO THE CORONA VIRUS THAT IS SPREADING LIKE WILDFIRE IN THE UK A LOT OF PEOPLE HAVE DIED DUE TO IT SO CORONA HAS SPREAD LIKE A RAGING FIRE AND IT WILL NOT BE PUT OUT QUICKLY. IT'S LIKE THE MESSED UP VIRUS IS ADDING MORE FUEL TO THE FIRE. RECENTLY IN MY FAMILY I HAVE EXPERIENCED LOSS AND IT'S NOT GREAT. IT'S LIKE THERE'S A DARK CLOUD THAT'S LOOMING OVER YOUR HEART AND IT DOESN'T GO AWAY. THIS DARK CLOUD BRINGS A RAGING FIRE INSIDE YOUR CHEST UNTIL YOUR CHEST CONSTRICTS AND YOU CAN'T BREATHE IT'S LIKE YOU'RE GASPING FOR AIR BUT YOUR LUNGS DON'T WANT TO BREAHTE ANY AIR IN. tHE TEARS DON'T STOP BECAUSE YOUR HEART IS LITERALLY BROKEN INTO A THOUSAND SHARDS LIKE GLASS BUT THE JAGGED SHARD JUST STICKS INSIDE YOUR HEART AND PUNCTURES IT LIKE A KNIFE PUNCTURING THROUGH YOUR SKIN WHEN YOU GET CUT. IT HURTS SO DEEPLY AND YOU CAN NEVER BRING THE PERSON BACK. GUYS SIT BACK A...
HEY I GUESS THAT NOW A DAYS PEOPLE USE LIKE A TON OF WORDS BUT THEY DON'T ALWAYS ADD MEANING RIGHT? ANYWAY WHY USE YOUR WORDS AT ALL IF YOU'RE GOING TO LECTURE EVERY FIVE SECONDS BUT THEN AGAIN YOU GET THOSE TYPES OF PEOPLE WHO USE THEIR WORDS IN BLACK AND WHITE DIALOUGE BUT WHY? ALSO DO PEOPLE REALLY NEED TO GO AROUND SHOUTING THEIR WORDS I MEAN BEING AN INDIVIDUAL OPINIONATED PERSON MAY REQUIRE SOME OF US TO GET ARGUMENTATIVE BUT THEN THAT IS JUST CLASSED AS BAD ATTITUDE AND WHY ON EARTH WOULD YOU WANT TO JUST SCREAM IN FRUSTRATION WELL I HAVE MANY THEORIES TO THAT ONE COULD BE THAT NO ONE HEARS YOU OUT AND MAYBE ANOTHER COULD BE BECAUSE YOU NEVER LISTEN TO ANYONE BUT THOSE ARE PROBABLY SOME OF THE WRONG REASONS FOR THIS WORDS NEED TO BE EXPRESSED AND I MEAN THROUGH THOUGHTS AND VOCALLY LIKE WHY DO WE AS PEOPLE SUFFER AND I MAY BE RANTING BUT GET IT STRAIGHT NOW AS A MATTER OF FACT PERSON I WOULD SAY THAT YOU JUST NEED TO GO WITH THE FLOW AND CARRY ON SOME PEOPLE WILL BE...
TOO EMOTIONAL FOR SOME BUT IT'S BEAUTIFUL AND MOVING IT STRIKES A CHORD IN YOUR DEEP DARKENED HEART BUT SOME PEOPLE FINDE THAT IT IS MEANINGLESS BUT NO YOU GOT THE WRONG IDEA WHAT';S MORE IT'S SOUL NUMBING BUT WHY DON'T PEOPLE JUST CLOSE THEIR EYES AND JUST BREATHE IN THE WORDS AND JUST LOOK DEEP DOWN ON THE INSIDE AND JUST FORGET ABOUT THE COLD DARK ICY JUDGEMENT WRITTEN IN THEIR EYES BUT FORGET ABOUT THE RANTING FOR NOW I'LL JUST GO AND CHANGE THE PLAN AND WHY OD PEOPLE HAVE TO BE SO CRITICAL ABOUT IT MAN CAN'T THEY JUST LET THE WORDS WASH OVER THEM AND TAKE THEM AWAY TO THE WATERFALL OF NUMBING HAPPINESS MAN OR MAYBE THE DEEP DARK DEPTHS OF THE UNKNOWN SO WHY DO PEOPLE HAVE TO CHASE THE PAGES OF MEANINGFUL WORDS INTO THE RAINSTREAKED PUDDLES OF MISINTERPRETATION FOR GOD I FEEL LIKE I'VE JUST WALKED INTO A WALL AND DISAPPEARED INTO A THOUSAND BROKEN SHARDS OF DUST DO YOU REALLY HAVE TO FORGET ABOUT THE CRAZY WHIRLPOOL OF DARK INKSTAINED WORDS THAT TOU...
A GREAT TOPIC TO BE DELVING INTO TOO POWERFUL AND JUST YOU KNOW INTENSE TOO MANY PEOPLE DON'T REALISE THIS SO I AM GOING TO ELABORATE ON THIS OK BUT SERIOUSLY PEOPLE WHEN YOU FORGET ABOUT EVERYTHING AND JUST FOCUS ON YOU THEN THE REAL INNER PERSON COMES OUT AND THE HEART AND SOUL JUST REACTS TO THAT BUT NOT ENOUGH PEOPLE LOOK AT IT THIS WAY SO WHY DO SOME PEOPLE BE A CLOSED UP HEARTLESS BOOK WELL HERE'S SOME SUGGESTIONS THE PERSON HAS SOME DEEP REGRET OR MAYBE IT'S JUST SOME DEEP ROOTED GUILT EATING THEM UP OR MAYBE IT'S JUST CRAZY BLACK AND WHITE WORLD MINDSET WHERE THERE ARE ABSOLOUTELY NO POSSIBILITIES BUT THERE ARE THOUSANDS OF UNCOVERED POSSIBILITIES AND YOU JUST CAN'T LET GO OF THEM BUT ANYWAY I KNOW THAT'S DEEP AND HEAVY BUT YOU JUST GOTTA FOLLOW THE DARK CRAZY PASSIONATE HEART ON THE INSIDE WHO CARES IF IT AIN'T GOOD ENOUGH BUT JUST CARRY ON AND FORGET ABOUT THE REST OF THE WORLD AROUND YOU SOMETIMES YOU HAVE TO GO UNDERCOVER TO DISCOVER YOUR SE...
THESE ARE CRAZY THINGS LIKE LENDING SOMEONE A PEN OR TAKING THE BIN OUT FOR SOMEONE OR JUST LENDING SOME ONE YOUR SHOULDER TO CRY ON RIGHT BUT WHY DO WE NEED TO DO THESE THINGS WE COULD JUST TURN OUR BACKS ON PEOPLE AND FORGET ABOUT THEM BUT THAT'S NOT AN OPTION OK YOU'VE GOTTA LEND YOUR HAND TO SOMEBODY EVEN IF THEY PUT AN ACT UP LIKE OUR ENEMIES AND THAT'S JUST OUT OF ORDER ALSO WHY DO WE HAVE TO STRUGGLE AND PRETEND THAT WE DON'T CARE WE SHOULD JUST BE THERE FOR THE PERSON THAT NEEDS HELP RIGHT AND THAT HELP COULD JUST PUT A SMILE ON SOMEBODY'S FACE RIGHT ALSO WHY DO YOU HAVE TO DO IT WHEN IT'S TOO LITTLE TOO LATE THAT IS NOT ON ALSO CAN'T WE JUST BE NOBLE AND GET ON WITH THE PEOPLE AROUND US AND GIVE THEM A WARM WORD OR JUS A SMILE WILL MAKE SOME ONES DAY OR A JOKE WILL LIGHTEN UP SOMEONES DAY OR MAYBE JUST A GOOD WORD OF ADVICE OR SHOULD WE SAY SOME GREAT QUOTES THAT WILL JUST BRING THAT GLITTERING TOUCH IN SOMEONES EYE NOW I KNOW THAT DIDN'T MAKE ...
COMES AND GOES IN WAVES JUST LIKE THE CALM BEFORE THE STORM BUT THERE IS KIND OF NO NEED FOR IT SOMETIMES AND IT FEELS GOOD MOST OF THE TIME TO GET IT OUT OF YOUR SYSTEM RIGHT BUT BE A LOVER NOT A FIGHTER THIS IS KINDA IMPORTANT BECAUSE ANGER JUST LEADS TO CRIPPLING HEARTBREAK BUT IT MAKES A P;ERSON STONE COLD LIKE THE AGRESSIVE NATURE IS A BARRIER BETWEEN LOVE AND HATE BUT I DON'T MEAN TO GET TOO DEEP HERE ANYWAY IT COMES OUT LIKE A RAGING THUNDERCLAP AND DIES DOWN LIKE THE CHASM OF SILENCE BUT MAYBE THE SILENCE BRINGS THE AGRESSION LIKE WHY BOTTLE UP THE POSITIVITY JUST LET IT FLOW BUT THEY KIND OF SAY SILENCE IS A KILLER BUT MAYBE IT ISN'T IN MOST CASES I DON'T MEAN TO SOUND LIKE SOME WISE PERSON BUT YOU DO NEED TO GET SOME RHETORICALS OUT OF THE WAY FIRST RIGHT SO WHY DO WE NEED TO LASH OUT ON OTHERS WHEN WE CAN JUST LET IT GO BUT NO THIS IS A WAY OF HUMAN NATURE WE NEED TO SCREAM AND SHOUT AND ARGUE TO CREATE CONFLICT SO THAT WE CAN THEN COME BACK STRONGER RIGHT AN...
THIS IS A VERY PERSONAL AND TRICKY SUBJECT BUT TO MAKE IT EASIER YOU JUST GOTTA CARRY ON AND JUST DISCOVER WHICH ONE YOU ARE BUT DON'T WORY IT'S KINDA EASY ONCE YOU KNOW WHAT IT IS BUT A FRIEND ONCE TOLD ME THAT INTROVERT IS THE ONE WHO IS RESERVED AND DOESN'T LIKE HUMAN COMPANY AND EXTROVERT IS THE ONE WHO LOVES PUTTING THEMSELVES OUT THERE AND EXPRESSING THEMSELVES BUT CAN'T YOU JUST BE A BIT OF BOTH HUH ANY WAY WHY DON'T YOU JUST LOOK AT YOIURSELF ON THE INSIDE AND JUST DECIDE BUT THIS CAN BE HARD LOTS OF THING S ABOUT SELF DISCOVERY ARE HARD BUT YOU JUST GOTTA FIND THE RIGHT PEOPLE AND MOVE ON AND EVEN THOUGH THE MILLIONS OF PEOPLE TRY TO TELL YOU OTHER STUFF IT'S JUJST WRONG YOU HAVE TO BURST THROUGH THE MIRROR OF REALITY AND JUST FIND OUT THE TRUE POWER THAT IS INSIDE YOU TO MAKE THIS JOURNEY BUT IT'S HARD LOTS OF PEOPLE PUSH YOUR POTENTIAL DOWN SOMETIMES RIGHT SO YOU'VE JUST GOTTA CREATE WALLS OF REPELLING STEEL IN FRONT OF THEM BUT WHEN YOU ...